Hey,there.... I'm here again to update what's happening to me... Well,I've been in a big trouble all this while... I just don't have any semangat at all and I've been in so not confident with myself...But,right now I feel much better... Thanks to my colleagues and also my trainer and also my mentor... Ok,I'm gonna tell you details on what had happened...
25 October 2010
It was my 1st day,ever,being on the floor answering calls... I really have no idea what to say even though I have attended the 2 weeks training class... I was just nervous like hell! And it's killing me crazy... I even cried in the toilet... and i think I was the only one who cannot do anything... like stupid! Oh! I hate that feeling... I realized my voice were getting freaking out... No!!! I need some help! And my mentor was being too strict! She was so mean and very straightforward to me... And I think that is not fair! Hello! I am newbie here!!! Can't you just be patient to me???!!! I have nothing to say at that time... I was so sad and I didn't have any confidence at all... I went back home and told my family about this... I felt like I wanna resign and go back to MCMC... But,everybody kept telling me to be patient and be positive... It might take some time to me to accept this situation... Well,I give myself a try,again...
26 October 2010
Here...me and myself... I feel bad to come to work... I memang xde semangat langsung! I rase malas giler nak datang keje... I hate myself for deciding this decision which won't even make me feel better at all!!! I think I rather received less pay rather than feeling stupid coming to work...
Like today,I felt the same way like yesterday... I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!
27 October 2010
It was my mom's birthday today....
But I'm still the same...I don't have any confidence at all...Luckily,friends made me feel better...
I even cried in toilet again...I just can't stand of it...They're expecting me to be good on my 1st week and that was impossible!!! Fuck them!!!! Can't they just understand me???!!!!! I am not a fast learner but I am willing to learn if that falls under my duty...!!! But just give me some time... I need time!!!!! I hate my job...=(
28 October 2010
Not much different....I am still the same...the old me in the office...i miss MCMC...
but,what makes me keep on staying was that I got few customers who were very nice to me and appreciate what I did in helping them... and I feel that was so sweet because I feel the appreciation... and I changed my mind to stay....
29 October 2010
Today,I feel the confident in myself... I managed to answer 41 calls today and it satisfied me since I have solved lots of difficulties in customers... and today,we have Halloween celebration where everybody dressed up and lots of food in pantry... and,at this point of time,I managed to get to know all the seniors and my team... They're very nice and sweet... They gave me the spirit to stay in the team... motivated me with the salary received per month...and they wanted me to be patient and let the learning curve begin on its own way...don't push it but feel it... I feel a bit calm and for the 1st time I feel that I can do this... Thanks to all AU Team...
