RESIGNATION LETTER

Hey there...
This story is about me and decision I have made...
I'm writing this down here to make me remember my mistake and not doing it again...
And I am delighted to share this experience with all of you...

On 5th October,I decided to leave my previous job...
I like to be there... Because it's my field of study... I have been trained how to be perfect and how to be good... I have been scolded for not doing the right thing...
I just love to work there... But,my problem was they paid me lower...
I wasn't graduate yet at that point of time...so,they took me as contract staff and they paid me the lowest salary... However,I can claim Overtime...
So,basically...it's fair...they paid me lower and at the same time I can claim my overtime...

The thing is...I was so short-minded...
I didn't think wisely... I was so unsatisfied with my boss and I decided to leave my job...
I just think about money and money... I didn't even think of my interest and my field of study...
I was being so stupid at that time...

Meanwhile,other international company offered me as Customer Service Representative...
They paid me higher that I ever expected... Everything over there is about money...
You work overtime,you get money...
You work with good performance,you get money...
You work throughout of the year,you get your 2 months bonus...
Everything is about money...

And at first place I thought I managed to do it...
But I was wrong... During the training program,I felt different of my decision...
I mean...I never felt this way before...I thought it was because this is a new thing for me...
But I was wrong again...
I have tried my level of best to love the job...but I can't...
My daily day was like hell...I felt stress...Depression...

Honestly,I don't have so much problem in doing that job...
I never get complaints from any customers...
And I managed to served them delightfully...
Or I can say...I can be a good Customer Service Representative...
But...that's not my interest...
I don't know how to tell you guys here...
It's like when you don't have any interest at all,everything was not right for you...
That's what I felt...
Until I made my decision again to resign from this post...
And I really did... I sent my resignation letter to my manager,saying that I got better offer...

So,now...when I flash back my memory...
I knew...I have made a big mistake in my life...
I started to think...
"If I didn't quit and wait,I wouldn't have end up like this..."
"If I put a lil bit patient,I would have be there..."
But,that's no use anymore...
I am jobless now...
And I am still searching for jobs that related to my field of study...
And at the same time,I also hope that my boss from previous company will consider my application again...because I really want to work with that department again...

For you guys out there...
Money is not everything...
If you have money but you're not happy,it's useless...
Money has always been not enough for you...
The more money you have,the more expenses it will be...

This was the biggest mistake I have made...
Think about it...



Warm regards,
Nadia