Tuesday, August 17, 2010

FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE...

i've been thinking of those questions for the last 3 days...i know i was not supposed to ask that matters especially when it comes to religion and God...

"mempersoalkan kebesaran Ilahi itu tak elok"

yeah,i knew it...

well, i started this by seeing all the good things. some of my friends have better job,some of them have a job with a better paid...and both of these categories are happy with their working life... while me, i am still under contract which does not confirm me as a permanent staff. i have applied for some position in the organization but still no news yet, and this makes me feel worry all the time...
i am happy with some of my friends because the got what they want...then,i made my mind, thinking that is not fair...

the same situation goes to people who are beautiful,fair and really gorgeous...why do i dont receive the same thing as them? that was what i think before...i know, God made us with different kind of personalities and also with different kind of looking...

one of my friend had said...

"u can ask everythingn, but eventually, u need to return to the hakikat kejadian, dan semua persoalan harus kembali kepadanya, membuat kita insaf akan kejadian Allah...sebenarnya hakikatnya ialah Allah jadikan itu semua untuk 1. Membuktikan kebesaranNya,diversity is beauty 2. As a principle of balance kat dalam dunia ni, sebab kalau semuanya sama, adakah itu adi?, sebab adil tak semestinya saksama, sebab adil ialah meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya, jadik bila Allah jadikan umatnya itu cantik dan kurang cantik (bukan tak cantik nerd) Allah dah meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya 3. setiap makhluk Allah dah tentukan rezekinya, sebab tu ada peristilahan "ulat dalam batu pun boleh makan" inikan pula kita manusia..."

yes...i almost forgot that...
and i feel guilty to the God of pointing Him and might be sound like i'm blaming Him...
i had my prayers and pray to the God...show me to your right path...i am grateful for what i have...

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