A Letter to Lover

Dear Lover,

First and foremost, I would like to say sorry to you as being one of human you dislikes. My attitude to you might be horrible and made you obviously mad at me. My questions to you were just fool and cannot be considered as logical thinking. My words to you might be as bad as I'm smashing your head down. Those involving me with you seems so terrible.

I appreciate your kind assistance to cheer, help, guide and advise me. Besides, you have been a wonderful listener to me where I can tell you my exciting experiences, sad stories and you are also my shoulder to cry. I cannot deny that I enjoyed my time being with you. I know you might advise me in any aspects and I am thankful to have you for that reason.

Knowing me as rough, hot-tempered and sensitive, you managed to handle and control me. You know how to approach me when I am happy, mad and sad. You know the right way to speak to me so that I will listen to you. How lucky I am knowing a person like you. But, why can't these last long, my dear? Why can't you consistently repeating the task to me? Why must you treat me like this? Why must you speak to me like there is no tomorrow?

I am disappointed at that time. I was disappointed. I trust you, I believe in you. But you simply hurt me like that. You're slashing my flesh into pieces and you did nothing. You let my blood ran out like a river and you did nothing. Pretending you didn't know what is going on, like you don't ever understand me again. I shall run away from you.

For all memories I had since being with you, I am thankful and glad, because I was given the chance to beloved again. A chance to see the sun shines brightly on top of my skin. A chance to see the new world and feel the fresh air.

I must go now, away from the fantasies world. Goodbye.


Sincerely,
Nadia Nazaruddin