Love

Speaking about love today, I would like to share with you some stories of me. 'Love' can be definite as a feeling of like to each other, loving, respecting and to promise to share their lives in any way- sadness and happiness. Love is very subjective towards other person and it has been the most difficult question for mankind. Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life.

In my situation, I am in love with a man that can take a good care of me. He is the butter for my bread, honey for my tea, creamer for my coffee, a pants for my blouse as well. I like him the way he is. Even though he is not perfectly like what I wanted in a man, but he has proved to me that effort is all that we need. We may cannot change our attitude but with efforts, it has been the most beautiful way of showing love. In other way, he is my man.

Confused
Sometimes, we never really found a person we wanted to be our man. Sometimes there are certain attitude in our friend that we might want it to be inserted in our man. I do faced this kind of situation few times before. It's not that you want to change the route but it is a matter of arranging the choices you have in front of you.

Well, let's be honest. I met a guy who used to be a person that I admired. This happened during my study in university and at that point of time, I did not knew my man yet. We were started as friends and it became a feeling of likeness. We used to be very closed and almost stepped in into LOVE circle, but, we did not. Maybe, we think that it is better for us to still stick as friend.

And, until now, surprisingly, we are still friends even though the feeling is there but I know where is my limit to this friendship. However, the first half day spending time with him makes me think 'Is he the one that I wanted all this while?'

When you enter into this situation, it means DANGER. You must think back and be rational. If I were about to follow my lust, I would have gone back to him and leave my man. Then, I asked myself back, 'Do you want this to happen in your life?' And, I answer 'Definitely, NO.'

I love my man so much. He is the one who stand in front of me when I need help, he is the one who stand by behind me when I almost fell down, he is the one who get me annoyed when I need explanation and he is my everything...everything I need in my life.

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Please... look back into your life. Ask yourself who has been the one that stay with you when anything happened? Appreciate that person. You can be mad or super duper angry to him but please, do cover him with love and show to him how much you love him.

I am writing this to my man. I do not know how to tell him and I do not know how to convince him that I do really love him. I hope someday, he will read this entry and understand me. I want him to remember all of the memories we shared each other. I want him to be in my heart and always be with my soul.

P/S: I Love You...