Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
RESIGNATION LETTER
Hey there...
This story is about me and decision I have made...
I'm writing this down here to make me remember my mistake and not doing it again...
And I am delighted to share this experience with all of you...
On 5th October,I decided to leave my previous job...
I like to be there... Because it's my field of study... I have been trained how to be perfect and how to be good... I have been scolded for not doing the right thing...
I just love to work there... But,my problem was they paid me lower...
I wasn't graduate yet at that point of time...so,they took me as contract staff and they paid me the lowest salary... However,I can claim Overtime...
So,basically...it's fair...they paid me lower and at the same time I can claim my overtime...
The thing is...I was so short-minded...
I didn't think wisely... I was so unsatisfied with my boss and I decided to leave my job...
I just think about money and money... I didn't even think of my interest and my field of study...
I was being so stupid at that time...
Meanwhile,other international company offered me as Customer Service Representative...
They paid me higher that I ever expected... Everything over there is about money...
You work overtime,you get money...
You work with good performance,you get money...
You work throughout of the year,you get your 2 months bonus...
Everything is about money...
And at first place I thought I managed to do it...
But I was wrong... During the training program,I felt different of my decision...
I mean...I never felt this way before...I thought it was because this is a new thing for me...
But I was wrong again...
I have tried my level of best to love the job...but I can't...
My daily day was like hell...I felt stress...Depression...
Honestly,I don't have so much problem in doing that job...
I never get complaints from any customers...
And I managed to served them delightfully...
Or I can say...I can be a good Customer Service Representative...
But...that's not my interest...
I don't know how to tell you guys here...
It's like when you don't have any interest at all,everything was not right for you...
That's what I felt...
Until I made my decision again to resign from this post...
And I really did... I sent my resignation letter to my manager,saying that I got better offer...
So,now...when I flash back my memory...
I knew...I have made a big mistake in my life...
I started to think...
"If I didn't quit and wait,I wouldn't have end up like this..."
"If I put a lil bit patient,I would have be there..."
But,that's no use anymore...
I am jobless now...
And I am still searching for jobs that related to my field of study...
And at the same time,I also hope that my boss from previous company will consider my application again...because I really want to work with that department again...
For you guys out there...
Money is not everything...
If you have money but you're not happy,it's useless...
Money has always been not enough for you...
The more money you have,the more expenses it will be...
This was the biggest mistake I have made...
Think about it...
Warm regards,
Nadia
This story is about me and decision I have made...
I'm writing this down here to make me remember my mistake and not doing it again...
And I am delighted to share this experience with all of you...
On 5th October,I decided to leave my previous job...
I like to be there... Because it's my field of study... I have been trained how to be perfect and how to be good... I have been scolded for not doing the right thing...
I just love to work there... But,my problem was they paid me lower...
I wasn't graduate yet at that point of time...so,they took me as contract staff and they paid me the lowest salary... However,I can claim Overtime...
So,basically...it's fair...they paid me lower and at the same time I can claim my overtime...
The thing is...I was so short-minded...
I didn't think wisely... I was so unsatisfied with my boss and I decided to leave my job...
I just think about money and money... I didn't even think of my interest and my field of study...
I was being so stupid at that time...
Meanwhile,other international company offered me as Customer Service Representative...
They paid me higher that I ever expected... Everything over there is about money...
You work overtime,you get money...
You work with good performance,you get money...
You work throughout of the year,you get your 2 months bonus...
Everything is about money...
And at first place I thought I managed to do it...
But I was wrong... During the training program,I felt different of my decision...
I mean...I never felt this way before...I thought it was because this is a new thing for me...
But I was wrong again...
I have tried my level of best to love the job...but I can't...
My daily day was like hell...I felt stress...Depression...
Honestly,I don't have so much problem in doing that job...
I never get complaints from any customers...
And I managed to served them delightfully...
Or I can say...I can be a good Customer Service Representative...
But...that's not my interest...
I don't know how to tell you guys here...
It's like when you don't have any interest at all,everything was not right for you...
That's what I felt...
Until I made my decision again to resign from this post...
And I really did... I sent my resignation letter to my manager,saying that I got better offer...
So,now...when I flash back my memory...
I knew...I have made a big mistake in my life...
I started to think...
"If I didn't quit and wait,I wouldn't have end up like this..."
"If I put a lil bit patient,I would have be there..."
But,that's no use anymore...
I am jobless now...
And I am still searching for jobs that related to my field of study...
And at the same time,I also hope that my boss from previous company will consider my application again...because I really want to work with that department again...
For you guys out there...
Money is not everything...
If you have money but you're not happy,it's useless...
Money has always been not enough for you...
The more money you have,the more expenses it will be...
This was the biggest mistake I have made...
Think about it...
Warm regards,
Nadia
Monday, December 13, 2010
GRADUATION DAY
Hey there...
I've been busy lately...
Tak sempat nak update blog ni...
Hmmm...lots of thing I wanna share with u guys...
The 1st topic is "Graduation Day"...hehe!
Graduation day has always been a big day for every students...
No matter from university or college...
The scroll was the important thing...
But the most exciting part was when wearing the jubah...
It happened once in a life time...
Unless your academician who pursue Diploma to Degree to Master and PhD...
My graduation day...
On 28th of November 2010, I was so much happy and excited...
It was my big day! My big day ever!
I've been waiting for this moment where my parents can actually be there and watch me...
So,me and my parents including Aiman went to UiTM Shah Alam for Istiadat Konvokesyen Ke-73.. I was wearing a blue baju kurung (given by Mahadi, thanks!) and I think I am such lovely on that day...
Once arrived,I had to lined up at HEP to wait for my turn... There,I met all my friends!!! We were like "Arrrgghh!!!!!! LAme tak jumpe...!!!! - It's what I called very happy...=)
So,we snapped pictures together,laughes,talked and screamed... Deeply happy...
We helped each other on tiding up the jubah...laughed again...
Ohh...i missed that moment...
Then,I have to lined up according to my turn...
Mine was number 102...hehehe!
And...I was so nervous at that point of time! My heart was pounding...
"Dub..Dab..Dub..Dab..Dub..Dab...."
And this feeling lasted until I went inside the Dewan...
Ohh,so nervous...
And,until my turn to be on the stage...
And,until they called my name! I'm nervous!!!
Finally,everything went back as normal...
All Mascomm was so,so,so noisy! We made a loud noise and screamed till the end of the ceremony...hahaha! God! We are like that...
I was so happy with Second Class Upper Degree in Mass Communication and Media Studies...
I have done it! I have done my job well! I managed to finished it!
I was so happy! My parents felt the same way too...
And my love ones...He handed me a bouquet of graduation flowers...
I really like it! I like it so much! Thank you...
When I met my parents outside,my mom hugged me and said "Congratulations"
That was like the first time ever! And my dad...he seemed enjoying it...
Enjoyed the ceremony...
The pro canceler said this was the most loud and noisy ceremony he had ever attended since the 1st ceremony... hehehe!
The students were really active in making noise...hahaha!
We're Masscom,huh... Of course!
That day went very well for me except that it was raining on the evening...
We went to had pizza for dinner! Great!
I ate a lot! hehehe!
Friday, November 5, 2010
Hmmmm...this is the real world...
Hye again...
Back in last week I had a feeling of been ready to accept my job description as a CSR... I found a lil bit confidence in myself of dealing with various of people especially Australian since I am serving them... In terms of systems, I think I managed to learn it but not all of it... Overall, I think I'm getting good and getting like this job...
Well...it ain't easy for me...not at all! It's...*sigh* This is totally not me! I am aggresive,active and energetic...move on here & there...EVENTS! I love doing events... But being CSR, I wouldn't have a chance to do all fav task again...*sad* Now on it's totally different.......
Make up: I don't use make so aften while working as CSR coz nobody sees me... I'm not in Corporate Communication where I met people everyday and meetings! I love it!
Money: I feel that I can save money while working here but I missed all the nice stall & restorant in Cyberjaya... I love food!
Culture: I missed the culture in MCMC... Though it's not such happy culture especially when you are working with some kind government oriented company but...that's the way it is... You can have your beautiful time with colleagues especially on Friday lunch! But not in here... I work on shift that need to be followed...
Time: Ouh... This is the main factor for me... I love my weekends so much!!! And I love every public holiday...!!! But,working as CSR, can't believe I'm working on Saturday!!! *sigh*
Yeah, even I'm finish at 10.00am, it's still weekend... I feels like my weekend is totally short!
Travelling: Durinf in MCMC, I traveled a lot... Events matured me, made me able to see the real world and what's happening in thoroughout Malaysia... But,now...sitting and answering phone only! *sigh*
Ouh...how i missed my galomorous time eventhough it was tiring but it's challenging...
Back in last week I had a feeling of been ready to accept my job description as a CSR... I found a lil bit confidence in myself of dealing with various of people especially Australian since I am serving them... In terms of systems, I think I managed to learn it but not all of it... Overall, I think I'm getting good and getting like this job...
Well...it ain't easy for me...not at all! It's...*sigh* This is totally not me! I am aggresive,active and energetic...move on here & there...EVENTS! I love doing events... But being CSR, I wouldn't have a chance to do all fav task again...*sad* Now on it's totally different.......
Make up: I don't use make so aften while working as CSR coz nobody sees me... I'm not in Corporate Communication where I met people everyday and meetings! I love it!
Money: I feel that I can save money while working here but I missed all the nice stall & restorant in Cyberjaya... I love food!
Culture: I missed the culture in MCMC... Though it's not such happy culture especially when you are working with some kind government oriented company but...that's the way it is... You can have your beautiful time with colleagues especially on Friday lunch! But not in here... I work on shift that need to be followed...
Time: Ouh... This is the main factor for me... I love my weekends so much!!! And I love every public holiday...!!! But,working as CSR, can't believe I'm working on Saturday!!! *sigh*
Yeah, even I'm finish at 10.00am, it's still weekend... I feels like my weekend is totally short!
Travelling: Durinf in MCMC, I traveled a lot... Events matured me, made me able to see the real world and what's happening in thoroughout Malaysia... But,now...sitting and answering phone only! *sigh*
Ouh...how i missed my galomorous time eventhough it was tiring but it's challenging...
Friday, October 29, 2010
NEW JOB - FEDEX CUSTOMER SERVICE
Hey,there.... I'm here again to update what's happening to me... Well,I've been in a big trouble all this while... I just don't have any semangat at all and I've been in so not confident with myself...But,right now I feel much better... Thanks to my colleagues and also my trainer and also my mentor... Ok,I'm gonna tell you details on what had happened...
25 October 2010
It was my 1st day,ever,being on the floor answering calls... I really have no idea what to say even though I have attended the 2 weeks training class... I was just nervous like hell! And it's killing me crazy... I even cried in the toilet... and i think I was the only one who cannot do anything... like stupid! Oh! I hate that feeling... I realized my voice were getting freaking out... No!!! I need some help! And my mentor was being too strict! She was so mean and very straightforward to me... And I think that is not fair! Hello! I am newbie here!!! Can't you just be patient to me???!!! I have nothing to say at that time... I was so sad and I didn't have any confidence at all... I went back home and told my family about this... I felt like I wanna resign and go back to MCMC... But,everybody kept telling me to be patient and be positive... It might take some time to me to accept this situation... Well,I give myself a try,again...
26 October 2010
Here...me and myself... I feel bad to come to work... I memang xde semangat langsung! I rase malas giler nak datang keje... I hate myself for deciding this decision which won't even make me feel better at all!!! I think I rather received less pay rather than feeling stupid coming to work...
Like today,I felt the same way like yesterday... I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!
27 October 2010
It was my mom's birthday today....
But I'm still the same...I don't have any confidence at all...Luckily,friends made me feel better...
I even cried in toilet again...I just can't stand of it...They're expecting me to be good on my 1st week and that was impossible!!! Fuck them!!!! Can't they just understand me???!!!!! I am not a fast learner but I am willing to learn if that falls under my duty...!!! But just give me some time... I need time!!!!! I hate my job...=(
28 October 2010
Not much different....I am still the same...the old me in the office...i miss MCMC...
but,what makes me keep on staying was that I got few customers who were very nice to me and appreciate what I did in helping them... and I feel that was so sweet because I feel the appreciation... and I changed my mind to stay....
29 October 2010
Today,I feel the confident in myself... I managed to answer 41 calls today and it satisfied me since I have solved lots of difficulties in customers... and today,we have Halloween celebration where everybody dressed up and lots of food in pantry... and,at this point of time,I managed to get to know all the seniors and my team... They're very nice and sweet... They gave me the spirit to stay in the team... motivated me with the salary received per month...and they wanted me to be patient and let the learning curve begin on its own way...don't push it but feel it... I feel a bit calm and for the 1st time I feel that I can do this... Thanks to all AU Team...
25 October 2010
It was my 1st day,ever,being on the floor answering calls... I really have no idea what to say even though I have attended the 2 weeks training class... I was just nervous like hell! And it's killing me crazy... I even cried in the toilet... and i think I was the only one who cannot do anything... like stupid! Oh! I hate that feeling... I realized my voice were getting freaking out... No!!! I need some help! And my mentor was being too strict! She was so mean and very straightforward to me... And I think that is not fair! Hello! I am newbie here!!! Can't you just be patient to me???!!! I have nothing to say at that time... I was so sad and I didn't have any confidence at all... I went back home and told my family about this... I felt like I wanna resign and go back to MCMC... But,everybody kept telling me to be patient and be positive... It might take some time to me to accept this situation... Well,I give myself a try,again...
26 October 2010
Here...me and myself... I feel bad to come to work... I memang xde semangat langsung! I rase malas giler nak datang keje... I hate myself for deciding this decision which won't even make me feel better at all!!! I think I rather received less pay rather than feeling stupid coming to work...
Like today,I felt the same way like yesterday... I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!
27 October 2010
It was my mom's birthday today....
But I'm still the same...I don't have any confidence at all...Luckily,friends made me feel better...
I even cried in toilet again...I just can't stand of it...They're expecting me to be good on my 1st week and that was impossible!!! Fuck them!!!! Can't they just understand me???!!!!! I am not a fast learner but I am willing to learn if that falls under my duty...!!! But just give me some time... I need time!!!!! I hate my job...=(
28 October 2010
Not much different....I am still the same...the old me in the office...i miss MCMC...
but,what makes me keep on staying was that I got few customers who were very nice to me and appreciate what I did in helping them... and I feel that was so sweet because I feel the appreciation... and I changed my mind to stay....
29 October 2010
Today,I feel the confident in myself... I managed to answer 41 calls today and it satisfied me since I have solved lots of difficulties in customers... and today,we have Halloween celebration where everybody dressed up and lots of food in pantry... and,at this point of time,I managed to get to know all the seniors and my team... They're very nice and sweet... They gave me the spirit to stay in the team... motivated me with the salary received per month...and they wanted me to be patient and let the learning curve begin on its own way...don't push it but feel it... I feel a bit calm and for the 1st time I feel that I can do this... Thanks to all AU Team...
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Berita Baik
Saya mulakan dengan lafaz Bismillahirrahmanirrahim dan ucapan Syukur Alhamdullilah kepada Allah SWT kerana dengan izin-Nya saya mendapat peluang untuk memulakan perjalanan hidup saya...
Pada hari Isnin yang lalu, saya telah menerima satu panggilan telefon daripada Federal Express Sdn Bhd yang mengatakan saya telah terpilih dalam pencarian Khidmat Pelanggan di pasaran Australia. Saya berasa sangat gembira kerana akhirnya telah diberikan kepercayaan melalui sesi temu duga yang saya hadiri tempoh lalu. Tidak dinafikan bukanlah mudah untuk saya diterima bekerja memandangkan saya adalah lepasan Ijazah yang masih mentah serta tidak memiliki pengalaman selain Internship Program pada semester akhir.
Sesi temu duga tempoh lalu berjalan dengan lancar dan soalan yang dikemukakan oleh pihak penemu duga nyata amat mencabar bagi saya. Setiap soalan memerlukan pemikiran yang tajam dan penyelesaian yang terbaik buat kedua-dua belah pihak tanpa menjatuhkan imej syarikat.
Namun, saya merasakan ini merupaka peluang terbaik saya untuk mendalami ilmu dan selok-belok bekerja terutama sekali apabila berhadapan dengan para pelanggan. Saya juga akui bidang ini tersasar jauh dengan bidang yang saya pelajari iaitu Komunikasi dan Pengajian Media jurusan Perhubungan Awam. Walau bagaimana pun, saya yakin rezeki setiap manusia itu berada dimana-mana sahaja dan anggaplah setiap yang terjadi merupakan cabaran dalam hidup ini.
Saya telah pun berfikir masak-masak dan inilah keputusan saya. Saya harus pergi ke organisasi yang memandang kelulusan Ijazah saya.
Pada hari Isnin yang lalu, saya telah menerima satu panggilan telefon daripada Federal Express Sdn Bhd yang mengatakan saya telah terpilih dalam pencarian Khidmat Pelanggan di pasaran Australia. Saya berasa sangat gembira kerana akhirnya telah diberikan kepercayaan melalui sesi temu duga yang saya hadiri tempoh lalu. Tidak dinafikan bukanlah mudah untuk saya diterima bekerja memandangkan saya adalah lepasan Ijazah yang masih mentah serta tidak memiliki pengalaman selain Internship Program pada semester akhir.
Sesi temu duga tempoh lalu berjalan dengan lancar dan soalan yang dikemukakan oleh pihak penemu duga nyata amat mencabar bagi saya. Setiap soalan memerlukan pemikiran yang tajam dan penyelesaian yang terbaik buat kedua-dua belah pihak tanpa menjatuhkan imej syarikat.
Namun, saya merasakan ini merupaka peluang terbaik saya untuk mendalami ilmu dan selok-belok bekerja terutama sekali apabila berhadapan dengan para pelanggan. Saya juga akui bidang ini tersasar jauh dengan bidang yang saya pelajari iaitu Komunikasi dan Pengajian Media jurusan Perhubungan Awam. Walau bagaimana pun, saya yakin rezeki setiap manusia itu berada dimana-mana sahaja dan anggaplah setiap yang terjadi merupakan cabaran dalam hidup ini.
Saya telah pun berfikir masak-masak dan inilah keputusan saya. Saya harus pergi ke organisasi yang memandang kelulusan Ijazah saya.
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