Thursday, June 14, 2012

Oh Darling Lyrics

"Oh Darling"
(feat. Cady Groves)

[Trevor:]
You seem quite nice for a girl with good looks
And I’m the kinda fellow that’ll make you feel better when your life gets shook
So give it a chance according to your plans
I bet I'm not number one on your list to kiss, but please understand

[Cady:]
You seem quite shy, but you’re oh so cute
And I’m the kind of girl that would love to be yours if you asked me to
So just take a chance, try to hold my hand
I swear I’d never let go
Just let me know if you’d be my man

[Trevor:]
I really want to come out and tell you
Oh darling, I love you so
[Cady:]
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that I’ll say no
[Trevor:]
Oh darling, just take a chance please
[Cady:]
So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze

[Trevor:]
You seem quite right for a boy like me
[Cady:]
And I wanna know would you treat me well
Would you treat me like a queen
[Trevor:]
Cause I’d like to show you and make you see
[Both:]
That although we’re different types
We were meant to be

[Trevor:]
I really want to come out and tell you
Oh darling, I love you so
[Cady:]
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that I'll say no
Oh darling, just take a chance please
[Cady:]
So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze

So I gotta ask you,
I cant be afraid
I gotta take a chance at love
So what do you say

Oh darling, I love you so
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that I'll say no
Oh darling, just take a chance please
So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze

Oh darling, I love you so
If you’d ask me for my heart, there’s no way that I'll say no
Oh darling, just take a chance please
So we can stay together till hell starts to freeze

Plug In Stereo Feat. Cady Groves - Oh Darling [Official Music Video]

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Next Hairstyle of Me




An Escape to Taman Negara

Hi there!

It has been such a long time I haven't update this space of mine. Fuhh... Been busy with WORK lately... Today's topic is An Escape to Taman Negara. On last May 12 - May 14, me and students of American Degree Transfer Program went for an escape to National Park or known as Taman Negara.

I never had any chance to go to Taman Negara before and I have no idea what does it looks like or how does it feel to be in the area. All I know, playing in mind was 'pacat', animals, rivers, boats and jungle. Somehow, I cannot imagine myself standing in the middle of the jungle or even sitting in the boat like what I've seen in TV. Hahaha! So-not-cool-me.

The journey from Kuala Lumpur took me about 3 hours and half to arrive. The scenery was scary to me as I have to passed by those ladang kelapa sawit and I met lots of cow along the way! The road has no lights at all! Geez.... Must be very dark at night. Scary! And, the road condition also not very good with lubang sini, lubang sana... OMG!

The moment when I arriving there, I was shocked and getting excited. It was so damn calming and peaceful. We stayed at Dakili Hostel which the scenery facing the river. I get more excited when I feel I breathe the fresh air, with the sound of river, bird's singing and insects sound. I can see myself in the middle of the nature. I like what I have seen. Subhanallah...

Our activity started with Jungle Trekking to Teresek Hill and Canopy Walk. So, the trekking begin in the morning after breakfast. We need to go there by boat. I was a bit afraid at first but I had promised to myself that I will enjoy this escape and feel the nature by myself. Right when we arrived, we had a quick briefing from tour guide and then here we go! We've been explained by out tour guide on every plants along the way. This include the function of the plants and when should it be used. We get more excited again when we found out lots of useful plants in the jungle! Very naturally. The platform was in a good condition because they have just rebuild and renew it. So, it was quite easy for us to walk in the jungle. Only some parts with no platforms where we need to walk on those tanah merah and lecak. Nevertheless, it was still a good experience for me and it was fun! I can still freshly remembered those time.

On the day itself, Canopy Walk was closed due to heavy raining on the other night. So, we had to cancelled the activity and proceed to Rapid Shooting and Visiting Orang Asli. I love Rapid Shooting activity because it involves water! We were all wet and surely it was fun! Students really enjoyed this activity. We smiled, we laughed, we screamed and we had fun together. Aww, I wish I could do that again...

Visiting Orang Asli was another priceless activity for me. All this while, I only watched it on TV and read it from books and magazines, but I never had any chance to meet them personally. During this activity, we can asked lots of questions about them. Usually, women are responsible to build the houses and men are required to hunting to survive. A new knowledge for me. We were given a chance to try the sumpit on a target, which is a doll. Students were really enjoyed and so do I. I tried the sumpiting activity and guess what? I won! Kene mata doll tu.... Hehehe... Finally, we took photos with them and thanked them for everything. Luckily they don't prepared us with some food and beverage. Fuhh....

Then, we went back to our hostel and rest. Get ready for the next activity which was BBQ session. Eating time!!! I like!!! Few funny pictures were snapped during that time. It showed how much fun we had together on the 2nd day. At night, we went for Night Jungle Walk to watched insects and animals. We saw spiders, sleeping birds, belalang ranting, scorpion and huge ants. Some of them saw snakes. We even saw a pair of tapir named Tahan and Suraya and also a kijang named Jamil. Aww... They were absolutely, super duper, awesomely CUTE! I took some pictures with these animals and I really love it.

On the next morning, before we pushed off to Kuala Lumpur, we went for Canopy Walk since it was open on that day. Best! Excited! Fun! I thought I felt gayat during the walking part but alhamdulillah, I was OK... Only 7 platforms opened for public and the rest were closed due to pokok tumbang. Well, at least I had the chance to be on the trails among the canopy trees and I think I like it so much as it rebuilds my confidence to walk on the high bridges.

Before we went back, for the last time, we snapped pictures together with tour guides and hostel's owner. For the last time also, I wished Goodbye to Taman Negara.

Friday, April 20, 2012

Empty April

Don't know where should I start...
It happened in a blink of an eye... Like you never expect it, like you never imagine it, like you never plan it, like you never want it... Everything seems doesn't fall into the right place... My tears were falling down and crash like a glass... My feeling was pulled away to the sea, deep down to the sea... I am not able to catch it back... I wrote this words to express my feeling and to tell you what had happened...

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Here I am...
Sitting in this dark space...
I am not planned to ruin it...
I am not planned to burn it...
I am not planned to demand...

Nor, I am not planned to stand higher...
I am not planned to be above with the moon...
I want to feel like what normal people do...
I want to be loved as many couples do...
I want the life that I cannot have with another person like you...
I just want it from the only one person I loved...
I want the best from a man that I loved...

Here I am...
Sitting in this dark space...
I remembered the first day we met...
I remembered the first laughed we had...
I remembered the first word we said...
I remembered our first date...
I remembered the first time we stared at each other...
I remembered the first hold that you made...
I remembered the first cuddle that you gave...
I remembered the first kiss that we had...
I remembered it all...

Here I am...
Looking at her reflection in mirror...
I remembered the first argument we had...
I remembered the first tears...
I remembered the first 'sorry' word we said...
I remembered it all...

So here I am again...
Waiting for the test to end...
Here I am, sitting in this room...
Just sit and do nothing...
My mind keeps moving, round and round again...
And I think I want to be alone...
So, please understand if I don't answer the phone...
I promised I will do nothing
...
I will just sit and stare at the walls...

Until I can see nothing at all...

I sat here... Only to remember what had happened...
I sat here... Only to open my eyes of every changes we have made...
I sat here... Only to let these tears falling down...

And it reminds me of the day...
The day she ran away...
The day she sat silently...
The day she isolate herself...
She will find it in her soul...

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Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Some Friends Are Forever


Sometimes in life,
you find a special friend:
someone who changes your life
by being a part of it.
Someone who makes you laugh
until you can't stop;
someone who makes you believe
that there really is
good in the world.
Someone who convinces you
that there is an unlocked door
just waiting for you to open it.
This is forever friendship...

When you're down,
and the world seems dark and empty,
your forever friends lifts you up in spirit
and make that dark and empty world
suddenly seem bright and full.
Your forever friend gets you through
the hard times, the sad times,
and the confused times.
If you turn and walk across,
your forever friend follows.
If you lose your way,
your forever friend holds your hand
and tells you that
everything is going to be okay.
And if you find such a friend,
you will feel happy and complete,
because you need not worry.
You have a forever friend for life,
and forever has no end.

~ Laurieann Kelly ~

Friendship

Hello again!

I've been called up to sit and stay in front of my laptop and throw my opinion about Friendship. This story is based on my experiences, of what I have encountered few years back. Well, if we talk about friendship, it is something that are very precious and respects. It fills with love and care. It supposed not to be spoiled and ruined.

I have never had a long-stayed best friend previously. When I was 14 and 15, I had one Chinese girl who used to be my best friend ever. She would help me in my studies and accompanied me when it comes to social, study, sadness or demotivated. I am impressed with her, I could say. She is brilliant and very good in Maths and English essay. However, she had to move out to other school after PMR and that gave me a big impact as I think I was alone.

Not to say I was alone. I still have friends surrounding me. I met a guy who finally end up as my good friend too. He is not that smart but he is very good in handling human being, regardless girl or boy. He stayed befriend with me until we lost contact after STPM. Thank God, we finally met in Facebook! That's a good thing about FB.

During my STPM, I met a girl whom same class with me. She is smart and very motivated. I like her, the way she carry herself and the way she look at things in different segment. She was my guidance during that time. We shared the same thing together. We shared our interest, our stories and emotions as well. After STPM, she managed to get into public university in Terengganu to further in Economics study. Yes, we had lost contact but we finally met again!

So, my journey continued until I entered UiTM Shah Alam. I met varieties of new people and I'm so excited. We were like families to each other. I had so much fun when I was still in university. I learn a lot of new things. But, I am a bit sad of one thing. I always being left out in my group. Sometimes, I felt like they only need me when they are in need. I am not sure whether if this is just a feeling inside or it is real. Well, they are always together, regardless in any situation. They had fun among themselves and they are happy among themselves too. They invited among themselves and even uploaded pictures too.

In another way, I am busy with my work. Yes, I am dedicated to my work, I cannot simply apply leave or MC because I have my responsibility to think about. I am not sure how to convince them as our work field are very different. They are not in the corporate-busy-world, I could say. But, when it happened, I felt something is not right. So, when I looked back and think, I get the rough idea of all. It might be because of my work profile and my tight schedule. However, for me, they supposed understand my situation, not just ignore me. Unfortunately, they are not like that.

When I was Form 5, I met a group of naughty-students who only like to play in class and less attention paid during teaching period. But, they are very ind and nice. They used me to get their notes easy and done but I used them in transportation and cheat. Hehe! They are a good friend, my good and best ever friend. They were there when I need them. They were there for our fun time. They were they when I need help. Even tough we are quite far to each other, but they managed to work thing good. And, until now, we were still be friends. A good friends, indeed. Sometimes, we had dinner together, we made BBQ session, we had lunch together, we even met up and 'lepak' and seeing each other. One of them has get married, the other two are getting engaged this year (2012). The other one is a busy business man just like me. But, we managed to see each other.

True Friends

There are many people
that we meet in our lives
but only a very few
will make a lasting impression
on our minds and hearts
It is these people that we will
think of often
and who will always remain
important to us
as true friends


~ Susan Polis Schutz ~