Hey,there.... I'm here again to update what's happening to me... Well,I've been in a big trouble all this while... I just don't have any semangat at all and I've been in so not confident with myself...But,right now I feel much better... Thanks to my colleagues and also my trainer and also my mentor... Ok,I'm gonna tell you details on what had happened...
25 October 2010
It was my 1st day,ever,being on the floor answering calls... I really have no idea what to say even though I have attended the 2 weeks training class... I was just nervous like hell! And it's killing me crazy... I even cried in the toilet... and i think I was the only one who cannot do anything... like stupid! Oh! I hate that feeling... I realized my voice were getting freaking out... No!!! I need some help! And my mentor was being too strict! She was so mean and very straightforward to me... And I think that is not fair! Hello! I am newbie here!!! Can't you just be patient to me???!!! I have nothing to say at that time... I was so sad and I didn't have any confidence at all... I went back home and told my family about this... I felt like I wanna resign and go back to MCMC... But,everybody kept telling me to be patient and be positive... It might take some time to me to accept this situation... Well,I give myself a try,again...
26 October 2010
Here...me and myself... I feel bad to come to work... I memang xde semangat langsung! I rase malas giler nak datang keje... I hate myself for deciding this decision which won't even make me feel better at all!!! I think I rather received less pay rather than feeling stupid coming to work...
Like today,I felt the same way like yesterday... I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!
27 October 2010
It was my mom's birthday today....
But I'm still the same...I don't have any confidence at all...Luckily,friends made me feel better...
I even cried in toilet again...I just can't stand of it...They're expecting me to be good on my 1st week and that was impossible!!! Fuck them!!!! Can't they just understand me???!!!!! I am not a fast learner but I am willing to learn if that falls under my duty...!!! But just give me some time... I need time!!!!! I hate my job...=(
28 October 2010
Not much different....I am still the same...the old me in the office...i miss MCMC...
but,what makes me keep on staying was that I got few customers who were very nice to me and appreciate what I did in helping them... and I feel that was so sweet because I feel the appreciation... and I changed my mind to stay....
29 October 2010
Today,I feel the confident in myself... I managed to answer 41 calls today and it satisfied me since I have solved lots of difficulties in customers... and today,we have Halloween celebration where everybody dressed up and lots of food in pantry... and,at this point of time,I managed to get to know all the seniors and my team... They're very nice and sweet... They gave me the spirit to stay in the team... motivated me with the salary received per month...and they wanted me to be patient and let the learning curve begin on its own way...don't push it but feel it... I feel a bit calm and for the 1st time I feel that I can do this... Thanks to all AU Team...
Friday, October 29, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Berita Baik
Saya mulakan dengan lafaz Bismillahirrahmanirrahim dan ucapan Syukur Alhamdullilah kepada Allah SWT kerana dengan izin-Nya saya mendapat peluang untuk memulakan perjalanan hidup saya...
Pada hari Isnin yang lalu, saya telah menerima satu panggilan telefon daripada Federal Express Sdn Bhd yang mengatakan saya telah terpilih dalam pencarian Khidmat Pelanggan di pasaran Australia. Saya berasa sangat gembira kerana akhirnya telah diberikan kepercayaan melalui sesi temu duga yang saya hadiri tempoh lalu. Tidak dinafikan bukanlah mudah untuk saya diterima bekerja memandangkan saya adalah lepasan Ijazah yang masih mentah serta tidak memiliki pengalaman selain Internship Program pada semester akhir.
Sesi temu duga tempoh lalu berjalan dengan lancar dan soalan yang dikemukakan oleh pihak penemu duga nyata amat mencabar bagi saya. Setiap soalan memerlukan pemikiran yang tajam dan penyelesaian yang terbaik buat kedua-dua belah pihak tanpa menjatuhkan imej syarikat.
Namun, saya merasakan ini merupaka peluang terbaik saya untuk mendalami ilmu dan selok-belok bekerja terutama sekali apabila berhadapan dengan para pelanggan. Saya juga akui bidang ini tersasar jauh dengan bidang yang saya pelajari iaitu Komunikasi dan Pengajian Media jurusan Perhubungan Awam. Walau bagaimana pun, saya yakin rezeki setiap manusia itu berada dimana-mana sahaja dan anggaplah setiap yang terjadi merupakan cabaran dalam hidup ini.
Saya telah pun berfikir masak-masak dan inilah keputusan saya. Saya harus pergi ke organisasi yang memandang kelulusan Ijazah saya.
Pada hari Isnin yang lalu, saya telah menerima satu panggilan telefon daripada Federal Express Sdn Bhd yang mengatakan saya telah terpilih dalam pencarian Khidmat Pelanggan di pasaran Australia. Saya berasa sangat gembira kerana akhirnya telah diberikan kepercayaan melalui sesi temu duga yang saya hadiri tempoh lalu. Tidak dinafikan bukanlah mudah untuk saya diterima bekerja memandangkan saya adalah lepasan Ijazah yang masih mentah serta tidak memiliki pengalaman selain Internship Program pada semester akhir.
Sesi temu duga tempoh lalu berjalan dengan lancar dan soalan yang dikemukakan oleh pihak penemu duga nyata amat mencabar bagi saya. Setiap soalan memerlukan pemikiran yang tajam dan penyelesaian yang terbaik buat kedua-dua belah pihak tanpa menjatuhkan imej syarikat.
Namun, saya merasakan ini merupaka peluang terbaik saya untuk mendalami ilmu dan selok-belok bekerja terutama sekali apabila berhadapan dengan para pelanggan. Saya juga akui bidang ini tersasar jauh dengan bidang yang saya pelajari iaitu Komunikasi dan Pengajian Media jurusan Perhubungan Awam. Walau bagaimana pun, saya yakin rezeki setiap manusia itu berada dimana-mana sahaja dan anggaplah setiap yang terjadi merupakan cabaran dalam hidup ini.
Saya telah pun berfikir masak-masak dan inilah keputusan saya. Saya harus pergi ke organisasi yang memandang kelulusan Ijazah saya.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
The Thing
I couldn't tell you... I... I just can't... I'm hiding away from you because I'm not ready... All this while,I've keep myself shut down mode because I know I can handle it... But, there are some things that I cannot convey through conversation...Writing would be the best, to tell you these things...
1. I don't like when you accused me for something that i didn't do. Asking me that will be fine for me because I can answer you, but when I said "No, I didn't" I really mean it. And you should not said "but, your voice was like you're mad..." That will make it worst. So, please stop asking me again because you will make me feel really angry. This is like what had happened between us now. I became mad at you because you keep asking me! And I cannot hold my anger anymore and my words to you became uncontrolled. You knew how I don't want to react harshly...especially to you...
2. Don't expect me to sent report to you on every single time. I always tell you where do I want to go, what I want to do, whether I am busy or not... So, you should put this on your mind... Stop being like a captain or an army, expecting a full report every day... Yes, I am your lover but I'm not a child... I know I didn't inform you when I'm back at office but it doesn't mean that I purposely put you in trouble. I want to but right after I arrived at office, I complete my prayer. Then,I got some stuffs to settle on. How do you expect me to SMS you while I'm busy finishing something? And by the time you called, I was having and informal discussion with my colleagues. How do you expect me to talk sweetly to you?
3. Stop blaming me. The way you sent your SMS to me was like you put a blame on me because not telling you everything and because I talked to you like I'm mad. How do expect me to read your SMS with a positive reaction? You told me you waited for me until you felt asleep. Was that my fault of making you wait until asleep? Surely, I'm not satisfied with this... You felt sad because I was mad at you. But have you ever think how sad I was when you do this to me? Treat me this way? Should I call you at that time letting you hear my cried? No... I was totally sad because it seems like my fault...everything! The only thing I can do was cried... I cried as much as I can just to release it... But, you never know...
1. I don't like when you accused me for something that i didn't do. Asking me that will be fine for me because I can answer you, but when I said "No, I didn't" I really mean it. And you should not said "but, your voice was like you're mad..." That will make it worst. So, please stop asking me again because you will make me feel really angry. This is like what had happened between us now. I became mad at you because you keep asking me! And I cannot hold my anger anymore and my words to you became uncontrolled. You knew how I don't want to react harshly...especially to you...
2. Don't expect me to sent report to you on every single time. I always tell you where do I want to go, what I want to do, whether I am busy or not... So, you should put this on your mind... Stop being like a captain or an army, expecting a full report every day... Yes, I am your lover but I'm not a child... I know I didn't inform you when I'm back at office but it doesn't mean that I purposely put you in trouble. I want to but right after I arrived at office, I complete my prayer. Then,I got some stuffs to settle on. How do you expect me to SMS you while I'm busy finishing something? And by the time you called, I was having and informal discussion with my colleagues. How do you expect me to talk sweetly to you?
3. Stop blaming me. The way you sent your SMS to me was like you put a blame on me because not telling you everything and because I talked to you like I'm mad. How do expect me to read your SMS with a positive reaction? You told me you waited for me until you felt asleep. Was that my fault of making you wait until asleep? Surely, I'm not satisfied with this... You felt sad because I was mad at you. But have you ever think how sad I was when you do this to me? Treat me this way? Should I call you at that time letting you hear my cried? No... I was totally sad because it seems like my fault...everything! The only thing I can do was cried... I cried as much as I can just to release it... But, you never know...
Friday, September 24, 2010
U DON'T CARE
where are you? why didn't you care about me?
you knew what to do...
but don't care...
you act like nothing happen...
are you dumb? are you stupid?
haven't you for a minute understand what a girl want?
i... i don't have any words to move on...
words that won't change my steps ahead...
now it's your time...
your time to win my heart...
or, we will be like this until the time i give up...
you knew what to do...
but don't care...
you act like nothing happen...
are you dumb? are you stupid?
haven't you for a minute understand what a girl want?
i... i don't have any words to move on...
words that won't change my steps ahead...
now it's your time...
your time to win my heart...
or, we will be like this until the time i give up...
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Silent Treatment for you
I don't event want to speak with you...
Do you know why?
Have you ever think of why I did this at the first place?
Don't you try to understand me in this time?
Silent treatment...
That's the name of this way...
Why would I treat you like this?
Should I?
Wonder why silent treatment is the best way to do...
Here's the full story...
Part 1: Introduction.
This happened on last Thursday,yesterday I mean...
I was so excited having my fun time with 2 other colleagues (Kak seri & Kak aida). We went to Sunway Pyramid since our boss was not in the office (she's in S'pore). As usual, before I went out, I text him saying I'm away to Sunway with my colleagues. Glad that he understood. And we keep on SMS until I arrived at Sunway.
Part 2: Arriving at Sunway.
Still, I kept SMS him...telling him that I'm arrived. We started our journey exploring that huge building, full with humans being and shops! Then, we went to eat at The Chicken Rice Shop. Well, before entering the restaurant, I text him again, telling him that I am at The Chicken Rice Shop and again, glad that he understood. So, the lunch started and ended up with different story. We ate, laughs, chatting and most of all we enjoyed our time when boss was not in the office. Until, I forgot to text him that I have finished my lunch.
Part 3: Shopping.
We continued our journey to explore more detail. I was excited to buy some 'kebaya' for DiGi's open house on next week. So, we went to Jaya Jusco and went on searching. I found the blue 'kebaya' top which cost me RM39.90. So, I went into the fitting room and got myself a try. This activity went on until we finally finished which was almost 3.15pm.
Part 4: Forgotten.
Then, we went back to office. While I'm in the car, I was busy chatting with Kak Seri. I knew I should text him but for me it was not a big deal that it could ruin the whole day. I still text him even though I will be late. And I know when is the right time to text him. Normally, I will text him before I'm going home. That's the most compulsory thing to do. Inform him when I'm back.
Part 5: The Fight.
But... He didn't think of that way. Right after when I arrived, I went for praying (Zohor & Asar).
Then, when I'm done, my colleagues had a brief discussion and chat with me. And that was the time when he called and I had to answer in serious voice tone. Do you know what did he said?
He thought I was mad at him while I'm not. I'm not mad at him and I am not. But, he insisted telling me the same thing which made me really mad and started to blow up. Now, yes I am mad. But, before anything bad happen, I text him to say SORRY. I volunteered myself to say that word so that he knew I'm not being stubborn but I'm getting fed up. Luckily, I love him and still love him. Or else.... (you know what's next)
And now, I'm shutting my mouth up just because I don't want to involve in these huge feeling of anger. So, I'm being quite. Silent treatment. I'm not OK and will be back once I'm OK. I'm sorry because doing this to you but I think you start it first and you must end up this.
Do you know why?
Have you ever think of why I did this at the first place?
Don't you try to understand me in this time?
Silent treatment...
That's the name of this way...
Why would I treat you like this?
Should I?
Wonder why silent treatment is the best way to do...
Here's the full story...
Part 1: Introduction.
This happened on last Thursday,yesterday I mean...
I was so excited having my fun time with 2 other colleagues (Kak seri & Kak aida). We went to Sunway Pyramid since our boss was not in the office (she's in S'pore). As usual, before I went out, I text him saying I'm away to Sunway with my colleagues. Glad that he understood. And we keep on SMS until I arrived at Sunway.
Part 2: Arriving at Sunway.
Still, I kept SMS him...telling him that I'm arrived. We started our journey exploring that huge building, full with humans being and shops! Then, we went to eat at The Chicken Rice Shop. Well, before entering the restaurant, I text him again, telling him that I am at The Chicken Rice Shop and again, glad that he understood. So, the lunch started and ended up with different story. We ate, laughs, chatting and most of all we enjoyed our time when boss was not in the office. Until, I forgot to text him that I have finished my lunch.
Part 3: Shopping.
We continued our journey to explore more detail. I was excited to buy some 'kebaya' for DiGi's open house on next week. So, we went to Jaya Jusco and went on searching. I found the blue 'kebaya' top which cost me RM39.90. So, I went into the fitting room and got myself a try. This activity went on until we finally finished which was almost 3.15pm.
Part 4: Forgotten.
Then, we went back to office. While I'm in the car, I was busy chatting with Kak Seri. I knew I should text him but for me it was not a big deal that it could ruin the whole day. I still text him even though I will be late. And I know when is the right time to text him. Normally, I will text him before I'm going home. That's the most compulsory thing to do. Inform him when I'm back.
Part 5: The Fight.
But... He didn't think of that way. Right after when I arrived, I went for praying (Zohor & Asar).
Then, when I'm done, my colleagues had a brief discussion and chat with me. And that was the time when he called and I had to answer in serious voice tone. Do you know what did he said?
He thought I was mad at him while I'm not. I'm not mad at him and I am not. But, he insisted telling me the same thing which made me really mad and started to blow up. Now, yes I am mad. But, before anything bad happen, I text him to say SORRY. I volunteered myself to say that word so that he knew I'm not being stubborn but I'm getting fed up. Luckily, I love him and still love him. Or else.... (you know what's next)
And now, I'm shutting my mouth up just because I don't want to involve in these huge feeling of anger. So, I'm being quite. Silent treatment. I'm not OK and will be back once I'm OK. I'm sorry because doing this to you but I think you start it first and you must end up this.
I Love You, Justin Bieber !!!!!!!!!!!
I have no words to apply here...
I am totally in love with Justin Bieber!!!
Boy with cutie face,smart hair done and adorable eyes...
Oh,Bieber...
Bieber...!!!!
Love you, Bieber...!!!
"Kalau tak tengok nanti....."
I bengang gile ngan Manja!!!
Last Tuesday, I was purposely asking him why did he likes to look at me? And just wanna know his reasons of wanting to do that... Dhurrr~
The question goes like this;
"Kenapa manja suke tengok b?"
And he answered back to me;
"Yela,kang kalau I tak tengok b nanti b marah plak"
Oh,whattadfuck man!!!!
I can't believe he will answered to me like that. It was so damn annoying!
If you're reading my blog right now,I would say u damn hell,making me so pissed off.
Put yourself in my place...at least try be in my shoe...
Yeah..I know you were just trying to joke but...i guess ur in the wrong time...
Lucky,I am totally-just-pretty fine now....
Well,if I'm not...ur in the hot soup,man....
Last Tuesday, I was purposely asking him why did he likes to look at me? And just wanna know his reasons of wanting to do that... Dhurrr~
The question goes like this;
"Kenapa manja suke tengok b?"
And he answered back to me;
"Yela,kang kalau I tak tengok b nanti b marah plak"
Oh,whattadfuck man!!!!
I can't believe he will answered to me like that. It was so damn annoying!
If you're reading my blog right now,I would say u damn hell,making me so pissed off.
Put yourself in my place...at least try be in my shoe...
Yeah..I know you were just trying to joke but...i guess ur in the wrong time...
Lucky,I am totally-just-pretty fine now....
Well,if I'm not...ur in the hot soup,man....
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