Friday, December 31, 2010

Top 10 Super Weight Loss Foods

Here are the 10 foods that I always, always have in my house. They are all natural, healthy and nutritious, and they’re all really cheap and easy to find too!

Check out Anna's 3-day diet for some ways to incorporate these foods into your diet.

Chickpeas as a weight loss food

1. Chickpeas

Also know as garbanzo beans. They are normally found precooked and canned, but you can also buy them in a dried form and cook them yourself.

Chickpeas lower bad cholesterol, as well as being a good source of protein, iron and other vitamins and minerals. They are also a high source of insoluble fiber, great for combating constipation.

Chickpeas make a delicious addition to salads, soups and stir fries. You can turn them into a great homemade hummus – just blend with garlic, lemon juice, chili pepper and a teaspoon of olive oil.

2. Oatmeal

Oatmeal is a very high source of soluble fiber that digests slowly, curbing your hunger and cravings for hours. It stabilizes blood sugar levels, unclogs arteries, and lowers risk of colon cancer.

It is best to avoid the flavored and sweetened oatmeal as they have added sugar and chemicals. Go for plain oatmeal with low fat milk and blueberries or your favorite fruit for a power breakfast. It's inexpensive and you can buy it in bulk.

Japanese squash as a weight loss food

3. Kobacha Squash

Also know as a Japanese winter squash or pumpkin. You might have seen it on the supermarket shelf but you probably weren’t sure what it was!

A cup of Japanese squash contains just 40 calories, but it is high in nutrients like antioxidants, vitamins A and C and fiber. The best thing, however, is its delicious taste. It really is a tasty, guilt-free diet food.

I love Kobacha wedges. Just cut them up and pop them in the oven with salt for 20 minutes. They make a filling, super-yummy snack.

4. Sardines

In recent studies it has been shown that an increased intake of Omega 3 fatty acids can help to balance blood sugar levels and control appetite. And (as if that wasn’t enough), they also reduce levels of Cortisol, a stress hormone responsible for storing fat. They are a very low calorie source of protein and calcium, both very important for weight loss.

Sardines are great because they are cheap, abundant and contain lower levels of mercury and PCBs than most fish. This is because they are lower in the food chain than tuna, for example, and so spend less time ingesting poisonous chemicals. Sardines are an excellent and underrated fish choice.

Chilis as a weight loss food

5. Chili Peppers

Chili Pepper not only adds flavor to your favorite dishes, it actually increases your metabolism for a short period of time after eating them.

Chilies raises your body temperature, increases your circulation and helps you burn fat faster.

As an added bonus, chili peppers contain Capsaicin (the active chemical in red chili peppers). This increases your body's levels of endorphins, the chemicals that make you feel happy!

6. Yogurt

Studies have shown that yogurt aids in burning fat and increasing weight loss. It’s a great low fat source of calcium and protein, both of which are important for maintaining a high metabolism. Calcium reduces fat storage and boosts your metabolism, while protein maintains and protects lean muscle tissue.

Try to choose plain yogurt – the flavored ones contain high amounts of sugar and additives. Alternatively, homemade yogurt is a healthy and economical way to add fresh yogurt to your life every day.

Yogurt can also be used as a substitute for mayonnaise or sour cream in dips and salad dressing recipes. If plain yogurt isn't your thing, mix in fruits and nuts or use it in smoothies.

Blueberries as a weight loss food

7. Blueberries

Blueberries contain a powerful antioxidant named Anthocyanin that may promote weight loss by reducing abdominal fat.

It has also been shown that consuming blueberries actually reduces your food cravings.

I like to add fresh or frozen blueberries to low fat muffins, cereal and yogurt. I also blend them into smoothies, and they also make a good snack for evenings watching TV.

8. Eggs

Eggs are nutrient-dense and a great source of protein. A medium sized egg contains just 70 calories. Studies have shown that eating eggs for breakfast tends to reduce the amount of calories that you consume throughout the rest of the day. Eggs promote satiety and curb hunger and cravings.

Eggs contain all of the essential amino acids, but it is the amino acid leucine that provides the link to fat loss. This naturally occurring substance helps to stabilize blood sugar levels and maintain lean muscle tissue.

Grapefruit as a weight loss food

9. Grapefruit

I'm sure you've heard of the grapefruit diet? Well it turns out there might be something to it. Grapefruit contains fat burning enzymes that are responsible for reducing insulin levels and encouraging weight loss.

Grapefruit is low in calories and high in antioxidant vitamin C and potassium. It also contains bioflavonoids and other plant chemicals that protect against cancer and heart disease. You can eat grapefruit alone or toss it on salads.

10. Almonds

A good source of protein, fiber, and powerful antioxidant Vitamin E. Studies have shown that eating small amounts of almonds aids in weight loss.

Although almonds do contain fat, research suggests the fat in almonds does not get completely absorbed by the body.

Almonds are a satisfying snack that you can carry with you instead of chips and other unhealthy snack foods. You can also toss them in salads and smoothies or mix them with oatmeal.


1000 Calorie Diet Sample Menu

Drinks throughout the day can include water, black tea and/or coffee without sugar and negligible calorie carbonated drinks such as Diet Coke.

This menu provides 1000 calories, 60g protein, 145g carbohydrate, 21g fat.

Breakfast

  • Banana sandwich made with 2 small slices of wholemeal bread and a small banana.
  • 200ml glass of orange juice

Morning Snack

  • 100g pot of low fat fruit yoghurt

Lunch

  • 1 wholemeal roll (45g) filled with 70g tuna (canned in brine) and 10g reduced calorie mayonnaise
  • Mixed salad of 50g lettuce, 50g red or yellow sweet peppers, 10g spring onions.

Afternoon Snack

  • 28g bag of lower fat crisps (eg. Walkers Lites)

Dinner

  • 70g Roast Chicken breast (without skin)
  • 80g Potatoes, mashed with 30ml semi-skimmed milk
  • 60g Broccoli, steamed or boiled
  • 50g Carrots, boiled
  • 100ml Gravy (made from granules)

Evening

  • 1 serving of low calorie Hot Chocolate Drink made with powder and water (eg. Cadbury's Highlights)

Women will lose 2-4 lbs in a week, men 3-5 lbs in a week, depending on start weight and activity level. It is not recommended that calories be so restricted for more than one week - for most people this level of calories is too low to obtain enough nutrition, and may have the effect of slowing metabolism.

A Fashion Model's Top 10 Diet Tips

1. Keep a Food Diary

Writing down every bite and sip in your food journal can be an invaluable tool for a successful diet. It can help you track what you are eating, and make you understand how much you are really consuming. Try writing down the calories next to each entry too.

2. Keep Snacks in the House

Edamame

A common mistake of most dieters is to take all snacks out the house. Models know that snacking throughout the day is actually a key element of successful dieting. Everyone gets hunger pangs - just make sure that when you lose your willpower its with healthy, low-fat snacks rather than pizza or icecream.

Great ideas for healthy snacks are low-fat yoghurt, sweet potatoes, edamame and salted popcorn. Try to carry snacks with you when you leave the house too. A healthy nut bar in your purse will prevent you from stopping in at McDonalds on the way home.

3. Quit the Emotional Eating

Let's face it life is difficult! Many of us make excuses that bottle of wine or box of chocolates on a bad day. Perhaps you've lost your job, broke up with your significant other, or had a disagreement with a friend. Learning to deal with the pains of life without turning to food is an important habit to create.

Try to get stuck into doing something you love, like a hobby or your favorite exercise, when life deals you a blow. Alternatively, consider seeking professional help with emotional eating issues.

4. Don't Order the Sauce

Believe it or not, restaurant food doesn't have to be a dieter's nightmare. Dishes like salads, grilled meat and fish are perfectly fine for calorie-counting diners.. as long as you don't put a thick, creamy sauce on top of them.

Order dishes without sauces if you can. If you really have to, go for something light like a soy sauce or vinaigrette. In an Italian restaurant, try the sauces with a tomato base as they will generally be lighter.

5. Grill, Baby, Grill!

OK, baking and steaming are fine too, but you get the point! You have to steer clear of fried food if you want to lose weight. When you cook, try to use the absolute minimum of oil. Many foods contain natural oils that speed the cooking process anyway, there's just no need for spoonfuls of cooking oil.

6. Spice It Up!

Top diet tips

Boost your metabolism with spicy food, it really works! Spicy food can make you feel more full, and it also gives your system a kickstart, forcing it to burn more calories.

You have to be careful though - lots of spicy dishes in restaurants are extremely high in calories.

Add ingredients like black pepper, ginger and chilli peppers to your home cooking for a flavourful way to increase your weight loss.

7. Frozen Fruit

Before you go to bed at night, throw some fruit in the freezer. It can be grapes, berries, or whatever's left in your fruit bowl just sliced up. The next day you have a nutritious, healthy snack ready for you.

There are two reasons why this is a great diet tip. Firstly, you eat the frozen fruit slower than if it were at room temperature. This gives your stomach time to tell you when it's full. Secondly, the lower temperature makes your body work harder, increasing your metabolism and helping you to burn off more fat.

8. Drink Lots of Water

I've mentioned it several times on my site, but when it comes to weight loss, water is a model's best friend. Staying fully hydrated will increase your metabolism, stave off hunger pangs, improve your complexion and slow down the aging process. What's not to love?

9. Green Tea

Studies have shown that drinking green tea between meals results in weight loss. Its not just the caffeine either, so coffee is no substitute. Buy some green tea and give it a try - it has plenty of other health benefits besides weight loss so you have nothing to lose.

10. Ditch the Mayo

In every model's list of foods to avoid, one of the tops spots is always taken by Mayonnaise. Low in nutrients, high in fat, adding Mayo to your sandwich can turn a healthy treat into a high-calorie nightmare! Try mustard instead, its much healthier and will help keep your snacks low in calories.


TOP 10 LOW CALORIES

1. Low Calorie Bran Muffin

Low fat bran muffins

You know those muffins that you probably buy for $5 or more in your local coffee shop? Here's a low calorie replacement that tastes just as good.

They're high in fibre and nutrients, and a really convenient snack for on the go. To cut down on preparation time, you can even make several batches and freeze them and dethaw as needed.

2. Celery with Peanut Butter

An unlikely but delicious combination! If you aren't a fan of peanut butter you can try some other nut butter such as almond, cashew, and hazelnut butter.

Nut butters contain benefical "good fats" that are excellent for your skin. They are also high in fibre and antioxidants.


3. Sweet Potato Wedges

Sweet potato wedges

These delicious sweet potato wedges are low in calories and high in vitamins and fiber. They're also very filling, which makes them a really great diet food.

4. Low Fat Hummus and Veggies

A very delicious and filling snack thats high in protein, fibre and antioxidants. Try putting it on some whole wheat pita bread - slice the pita in half (lengthways) and you can put it in your toaster.

5. Fruit salad

Low fat fruit salad

Fruit contains plenty of antioxidants. Keeping your diet consistently packed with antioxidants will prevent damage to your cells, slow the aging process, and keep you healthy too.

Cut up all your favorite fruits in a bowl - enough to last a few days. That way when you get a sweet craving you can easily grab a bowl.

6. Smoked Salmon and Multi-Grain Crackers

Salmon with multi-grain crackers

Salmon is an excellent source of Omega-3 oils. In recent studies it has been shown that an increased intake of these heart-healthy fatty acids can help to balance blood sugar levels, control appetite and reduce fat storage.

These are really tasty snacks to eat between meals. They only take a second to prepare, they're very low calorie and they're great for your health too!


7. Cottage Cheese or Yogurt with Fruit

Recent research has found that 4 daily servings of low-fat dairy products can boost your body's fat-burning ability. Calcium actually increases your metabolism and keeps your bones and teeth strong.

8. Fruit & Nut Bars

Nut Bars

Finding a nut bar to suit your taste is easier than ever now. They come in all kinds of different varieties and brands.

Nut bars are great snacks to carry with you in those times when you are hungry and healthy snack options are limited.

9. Boiled Eggs or Devilled Eggs

An excellent source of lean protein and a very tasty snack to keep in the fridge for when you're peckish. For something a little more exciting try my Devilled Eggs Recipe.

10. Apple with Cheese

Low fat bran muffins

This is a quick, easy and healthy snack thats high in fibre and calcium. It will help quickly curb your appetite between meals.

Some diet experts might tell you that you should stay off the cheese while you're dieting, but in small portions its absolutely fine.

Almost everyone has apples and cheese in the fridge, so this one's a no-brainer.


CONTINUE...

1. Get back my normal shape!
I know this is such funny thing for those who really,really knows me. I just love to eat so much! I enjoyed eating varieties of food especially we live in Malaysia. Wohooo!!! Heaven siot!!!
I didn't realize the result before this until...my body looks like boiled potato!!! HAHAHAH!
Can't believe I'm criticized myself!
So,on year of 2011,I plan to get my normal shape back! I want to wear my S size for clothes and 26 for pants/jeans.

2. Live a healthy lifestyle
Well,well,well.... I know eating habits brought you to a dangerous zone of your body health...
The more you eat, the more things to be cared for. And I was thinking, to get the normal shape back,I need to control my eating habit. Thus, it's similar if I choose to live a healthy lifestyle...

3. Control my eating habits =)
Yeah... I need to stop this... Not exactly stop but control that habit. Or else, I can't get my normal shape back!!! Hehehe!

4. Lose weight (if possible 45kg-49kg)
Yea!!! This is one of the important thing!!! If I manage to get back my normal shape, it means that it's possible for me to lose my weight... Hmmm, let's just see the result ok... =)

5. Mendalami agama
Ok... This is serious. I know I have been a bad Ummat to Allah SWT.
And,as we will enter the new year, I would like to take this opportunity to put this in one of my list. I am working on it, to complete, at least try to make it happen rather than just ignore it.
Ya Allah... Tolonglah hamba-Mu ini....

6. Khatam Quran
I rarely touch Quran since I Khatam. That was almost 7 years back. So, before it's too late, I wanna make some changes.

7. Stick to one job/career
I am jobless now. I didn't appreciate what I had before... And now, I realize it is very tough to get a job especially when you do not have the experiences... Thus, I decide in my mind, if I ever get any job, I will promise to myself to stick with it, love it, do it and success in it.
Amin.....

8. Save money as much as can (approximately RM4000 a year)
Oh... This is very much important for me... I wanna get married!!! So, I need to have my save...
This is my start... At least RM300 per month.

9. Pay PTPTN
Sensitive! Please pay! Please pay! I plan to pay RM100 per month... However, if I have extra cash, I may need to pay more that RM100. Cepat habis lagi senang!

10. Read 10 books a year
I can do this! I can do this! I must do this!
I will update later ok...

11. Be more matured
Erm... Not sure from which part but this is appeared in my mind right now...

12. Control shopping!!!
I am not a shopaholic but the thing is I can't see any discount on shoes!!!
Need to control ok... Hehehe!

13. Think positive as much as can
Hmmm, I guess, there's no need for me to explain on this matter...

14. Be patient in every aspects
Oh! This is one of the important thing as well! I mean, I had been very hot-tempered before and hence, I can't just stay on that... I need to be cool... It's for my health too...
Friends, Please help me on this....

15. Be nice to my boyfriend
Hmm... Need to change this too... Even if he's annoying...
*sigh* OK... I'll do it...

DIET PLAN 2011

Hello there!
Today is 31st of December 2010 and we're gonna be at 2011 soon!!!!!
My Godness! Time flew so fast!
I believe everybody have the new goals and determinations to achieve...
Like one said "Tutup buku lama, buka buku baru"
Yeah... I have the same things too...

My goals for 2011 are as below;
1. Get back my normal shape!
2. Live a healthy lifestyle
3. Control my eating habits =)
4. Lose weight (if possible 45kg-49kg)
5. Cukup solat (Mendalami agama)
6. Khatam Quran
7. Stick to one job/career
8. Save money as much as can (approximately RM4000 a year)
9. Pay PTPTN
10. Read 10 books a year
11. Be more matured
12. Control shopping!!!
13. Think positive as much as can
14. Be patient in every aspects
15. Be nice to my boyfriend

Ok...
I will elaborate further details regarding this points on next updates...
Keep track on me, see ya!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

RESIGNATION LETTER

Hey there...
This story is about me and decision I have made...
I'm writing this down here to make me remember my mistake and not doing it again...
And I am delighted to share this experience with all of you...

On 5th October,I decided to leave my previous job...
I like to be there... Because it's my field of study... I have been trained how to be perfect and how to be good... I have been scolded for not doing the right thing...
I just love to work there... But,my problem was they paid me lower...
I wasn't graduate yet at that point of time...so,they took me as contract staff and they paid me the lowest salary... However,I can claim Overtime...
So,basically...it's fair...they paid me lower and at the same time I can claim my overtime...

The thing is...I was so short-minded...
I didn't think wisely... I was so unsatisfied with my boss and I decided to leave my job...
I just think about money and money... I didn't even think of my interest and my field of study...
I was being so stupid at that time...

Meanwhile,other international company offered me as Customer Service Representative...
They paid me higher that I ever expected... Everything over there is about money...
You work overtime,you get money...
You work with good performance,you get money...
You work throughout of the year,you get your 2 months bonus...
Everything is about money...

And at first place I thought I managed to do it...
But I was wrong... During the training program,I felt different of my decision...
I mean...I never felt this way before...I thought it was because this is a new thing for me...
But I was wrong again...
I have tried my level of best to love the job...but I can't...
My daily day was like hell...I felt stress...Depression...

Honestly,I don't have so much problem in doing that job...
I never get complaints from any customers...
And I managed to served them delightfully...
Or I can say...I can be a good Customer Service Representative...
But...that's not my interest...
I don't know how to tell you guys here...
It's like when you don't have any interest at all,everything was not right for you...
That's what I felt...
Until I made my decision again to resign from this post...
And I really did... I sent my resignation letter to my manager,saying that I got better offer...

So,now...when I flash back my memory...
I knew...I have made a big mistake in my life...
I started to think...
"If I didn't quit and wait,I wouldn't have end up like this..."
"If I put a lil bit patient,I would have be there..."
But,that's no use anymore...
I am jobless now...
And I am still searching for jobs that related to my field of study...
And at the same time,I also hope that my boss from previous company will consider my application again...because I really want to work with that department again...

For you guys out there...
Money is not everything...
If you have money but you're not happy,it's useless...
Money has always been not enough for you...
The more money you have,the more expenses it will be...

This was the biggest mistake I have made...
Think about it...



Warm regards,
Nadia

Monday, December 13, 2010

GRADUATION DAY


Hey there...
I've been busy lately...
Tak sempat nak update blog ni...
Hmmm...lots of thing I wanna share with u guys...
The 1st topic is "Graduation Day"...hehe!

Graduation day has always been a big day for every students...
No matter from university or college...
The scroll was the important thing...
But the most exciting part was when wearing the jubah...
It happened once in a life time...
Unless your academician who pursue Diploma to Degree to Master and PhD...


My graduation day...
On 28th of November 2010, I was so much happy and excited...
It was my big day! My big day ever!
I've been waiting for this moment where my parents can actually be there and watch me...

So,me and my parents including Aiman went to UiTM Shah Alam for Istiadat Konvokesyen Ke-73.. I was wearing a blue baju kurung (given by Mahadi, thanks!) and I think I am such lovely on that day...

Once arrived,I had to lined up at HEP to wait for my turn... There,I met all my friends!!! We were like "Arrrgghh!!!!!! LAme tak jumpe...!!!! - It's what I called very happy...=)
So,we snapped pictures together,laughes,talked and screamed... Deeply happy...
We helped each other on tiding up the jubah...laughed again...
Ohh...i missed that moment...

Then,I have to lined up according to my turn...
Mine was number 102...hehehe!
And...I was so nervous at that point of time! My heart was pounding...
"Dub..Dab..Dub..Dab..Dub..Dab...."
And this feeling lasted until I went inside the Dewan...
Ohh,so nervous...
And,until my turn to be on the stage...
And,until they called my name! I'm nervous!!!


Finally,everything went back as normal...
All Mascomm was so,so,so noisy! We made a loud noise and screamed till the end of the ceremony...hahaha! God! We are like that...

I was so happy with Second Class Upper Degree in Mass Communication and Media Studies...
I have done it! I have done my job well! I managed to finished it!
I was so happy! My parents felt the same way too...
And my love ones...He handed me a bouquet of graduation flowers...
I really like it! I like it so much! Thank you...

When I met my parents outside,my mom hugged me and said "Congratulations"
That was like the first time ever! And my dad...he seemed enjoying it...
Enjoyed the ceremony...

The pro canceler said this was the most loud and noisy ceremony he had ever attended since the 1st ceremony... hehehe!
The students were really active in making noise...hahaha!
We're Masscom,huh... Of course!

That day went very well for me except that it was raining on the evening...
We went to had pizza for dinner! Great!
I ate a lot! hehehe!

Friday, November 5, 2010

Hmmmm...this is the real world...

Hye again...

Back in last week I had a feeling of been ready to accept my job description as a CSR... I found a lil bit confidence in myself of dealing with various of people especially Australian since I am serving them... In terms of systems, I think I managed to learn it but not all of it... Overall, I think I'm getting good and getting like this job...

Well...it ain't easy for me...not at all! It's...*sigh* This is totally not me! I am aggresive,active and energetic...move on here & there...EVENTS! I love doing events... But being CSR, I wouldn't have a chance to do all fav task again...*sad* Now on it's totally different.......

Make up: I don't use make so aften while working as CSR coz nobody sees me... I'm not in Corporate Communication where I met people everyday and meetings! I love it!

Money: I feel that I can save money while working here but I missed all the nice stall & restorant in Cyberjaya... I love food!

Culture: I missed the culture in MCMC... Though it's not such happy culture especially when you are working with some kind government oriented company but...that's the way it is... You can have your beautiful time with colleagues especially on Friday lunch! But not in here... I work on shift that need to be followed...

Time: Ouh... This is the main factor for me... I love my weekends so much!!! And I love every public holiday...!!! But,working as CSR, can't believe I'm working on Saturday!!! *sigh*
Yeah, even I'm finish at 10.00am, it's still weekend... I feels like my weekend is totally short!

Travelling: Durinf in MCMC, I traveled a lot... Events matured me, made me able to see the real world and what's happening in thoroughout Malaysia... But,now...sitting and answering phone only! *sigh*

Ouh...how i missed my galomorous time eventhough it was tiring but it's challenging...

Friday, October 29, 2010

NEW JOB - FEDEX CUSTOMER SERVICE

Hey,there.... I'm here again to update what's happening to me... Well,I've been in a big trouble all this while... I just don't have any semangat at all and I've been in so not confident with myself...But,right now I feel much better... Thanks to my colleagues and also my trainer and also my mentor... Ok,I'm gonna tell you details on what had happened...

25 October 2010
It was my 1st day,ever,being on the floor answering calls... I really have no idea what to say even though I have attended the 2 weeks training class... I was just nervous like hell! And it's killing me crazy... I even cried in the toilet... and i think I was the only one who cannot do anything... like stupid! Oh! I hate that feeling... I realized my voice were getting freaking out... No!!! I need some help! And my mentor was being too strict! She was so mean and very straightforward to me... And I think that is not fair! Hello! I am newbie here!!! Can't you just be patient to me???!!! I have nothing to say at that time... I was so sad and I didn't have any confidence at all... I went back home and told my family about this... I felt like I wanna resign and go back to MCMC... But,everybody kept telling me to be patient and be positive... It might take some time to me to accept this situation... Well,I give myself a try,again...

26 October 2010
Here...me and myself... I feel bad to come to work... I memang xde semangat langsung! I rase malas giler nak datang keje... I hate myself for deciding this decision which won't even make me feel better at all!!! I think I rather received less pay rather than feeling stupid coming to work...
Like today,I felt the same way like yesterday... I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!

27 October 2010
It was my mom's birthday today....
But I'm still the same...I don't have any confidence at all...Luckily,friends made me feel better...
I even cried in toilet again...I just can't stand of it...They're expecting me to be good on my 1st week and that was impossible!!! Fuck them!!!! Can't they just understand me???!!!!! I am not a fast learner but I am willing to learn if that falls under my duty...!!! But just give me some time... I need time!!!!! I hate my job...=(

28 October 2010
Not much different....I am still the same...the old me in the office...i miss MCMC...
but,what makes me keep on staying was that I got few customers who were very nice to me and appreciate what I did in helping them... and I feel that was so sweet because I feel the appreciation... and I changed my mind to stay....

29 October 2010
Today,I feel the confident in myself... I managed to answer 41 calls today and it satisfied me since I have solved lots of difficulties in customers... and today,we have Halloween celebration where everybody dressed up and lots of food in pantry... and,at this point of time,I managed to get to know all the seniors and my team... They're very nice and sweet... They gave me the spirit to stay in the team... motivated me with the salary received per month...and they wanted me to be patient and let the learning curve begin on its own way...don't push it but feel it... I feel a bit calm and for the 1st time I feel that I can do this... Thanks to all AU Team...

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Berita Baik

Saya mulakan dengan lafaz Bismillahirrahmanirrahim dan ucapan Syukur Alhamdullilah kepada Allah SWT kerana dengan izin-Nya saya mendapat peluang untuk memulakan perjalanan hidup saya...

Pada hari Isnin yang lalu, saya telah menerima satu panggilan telefon daripada Federal Express Sdn Bhd yang mengatakan saya telah terpilih dalam pencarian Khidmat Pelanggan di pasaran Australia. Saya berasa sangat gembira kerana akhirnya telah diberikan kepercayaan melalui sesi temu duga yang saya hadiri tempoh lalu. Tidak dinafikan bukanlah mudah untuk saya diterima bekerja memandangkan saya adalah lepasan Ijazah yang masih mentah serta tidak memiliki pengalaman selain Internship Program pada semester akhir.

Sesi temu duga tempoh lalu berjalan dengan lancar dan soalan yang dikemukakan oleh pihak penemu duga nyata amat mencabar bagi saya. Setiap soalan memerlukan pemikiran yang tajam dan penyelesaian yang terbaik buat kedua-dua belah pihak tanpa menjatuhkan imej syarikat.

Namun, saya merasakan ini merupaka peluang terbaik saya untuk mendalami ilmu dan selok-belok bekerja terutama sekali apabila berhadapan dengan para pelanggan. Saya juga akui bidang ini tersasar jauh dengan bidang yang saya pelajari iaitu Komunikasi dan Pengajian Media jurusan Perhubungan Awam. Walau bagaimana pun, saya yakin rezeki setiap manusia itu berada dimana-mana sahaja dan anggaplah setiap yang terjadi merupakan cabaran dalam hidup ini.

Saya telah pun berfikir masak-masak dan inilah keputusan saya. Saya harus pergi ke organisasi yang memandang kelulusan Ijazah saya.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

The Thing

I couldn't tell you... I... I just can't... I'm hiding away from you because I'm not ready... All this while,I've keep myself shut down mode because I know I can handle it... But, there are some things that I cannot convey through conversation...Writing would be the best, to tell you these things...

1. I don't like when you accused me for something that i didn't do. Asking me that will be fine for me because I can answer you, but when I said "No, I didn't" I really mean it. And you should not said "but, your voice was like you're mad..." That will make it worst. So, please stop asking me again because you will make me feel really angry. This is like what had happened between us now. I became mad at you because you keep asking me! And I cannot hold my anger anymore and my words to you became uncontrolled. You knew how I don't want to react harshly...especially to you...

2. Don't expect me to sent report to you on every single time. I always tell you where do I want to go, what I want to do, whether I am busy or not... So, you should put this on your mind... Stop being like a captain or an army, expecting a full report every day... Yes, I am your lover but I'm not a child... I know I didn't inform you when I'm back at office but it doesn't mean that I purposely put you in trouble. I want to but right after I arrived at office, I complete my prayer. Then,I got some stuffs to settle on. How do you expect me to SMS you while I'm busy finishing something? And by the time you called, I was having and informal discussion with my colleagues. How do you expect me to talk sweetly to you?

3. Stop blaming me. The way you sent your SMS to me was like you put a blame on me because not telling you everything and because I talked to you like I'm mad. How do expect me to read your SMS with a positive reaction? You told me you waited for me until you felt asleep. Was that my fault of making you wait until asleep? Surely, I'm not satisfied with this... You felt sad because I was mad at you. But have you ever think how sad I was when you do this to me? Treat me this way? Should I call you at that time letting you hear my cried? No... I was totally sad because it seems like my fault...everything! The only thing I can do was cried... I cried as much as I can just to release it... But, you never know...

Friday, September 24, 2010

U DON'T CARE

where are you? why didn't you care about me?
you knew what to do...
but don't care...
you act like nothing happen...
are you dumb? are you stupid?
haven't you for a minute understand what a girl want?

i... i don't have any words to move on...
words that won't change my steps ahead...
now it's your time...
your time to win my heart...
or, we will be like this until the time i give up...

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Silent Treatment for you

I don't event want to speak with you...
Do you know why?
Have you ever think of why I did this at the first place?
Don't you try to understand me in this time?
Silent treatment...
That's the name of this way...
Why would I treat you like this?
Should I?
Wonder why silent treatment is the best way to do...


Here's the full story...

Part 1: Introduction.
This happened on last Thursday,yesterday I mean...
I was so excited having my fun time with 2 other colleagues (Kak seri & Kak aida). We went to Sunway Pyramid since our boss was not in the office (she's in S'pore). As usual, before I went out, I text him saying I'm away to Sunway with my colleagues. Glad that he understood. And we keep on SMS until I arrived at Sunway.

Part 2: Arriving at Sunway.
Still, I kept SMS him...telling him that I'm arrived. We started our journey exploring that huge building, full with humans being and shops! Then, we went to eat at The Chicken Rice Shop. Well, before entering the restaurant, I text him again, telling him that I am at The Chicken Rice Shop and again, glad that he understood. So, the lunch started and ended up with different story. We ate, laughs, chatting and most of all we enjoyed our time when boss was not in the office. Until, I forgot to text him that I have finished my lunch.

Part 3: Shopping.
We continued our journey to explore more detail. I was excited to buy some 'kebaya' for DiGi's open house on next week. So, we went to Jaya Jusco and went on searching. I found the blue 'kebaya' top which cost me RM39.90. So, I went into the fitting room and got myself a try. This activity went on until we finally finished which was almost 3.15pm.

Part 4: Forgotten.
Then, we went back to office. While I'm in the car, I was busy chatting with Kak Seri. I knew I should text him but for me it was not a big deal that it could ruin the whole day. I still text him even though I will be late. And I know when is the right time to text him. Normally, I will text him before I'm going home. That's the most compulsory thing to do. Inform him when I'm back.

Part 5: The Fight.
But... He didn't think of that way. Right after when I arrived, I went for praying (Zohor & Asar).
Then, when I'm done, my colleagues had a brief discussion and chat with me. And that was the time when he called and I had to answer in serious voice tone. Do you know what did he said?
He thought I was mad at him while I'm not. I'm not mad at him and I am not. But, he insisted telling me the same thing which made me really mad and started to blow up. Now, yes I am mad. But, before anything bad happen, I text him to say SORRY. I volunteered myself to say that word so that he knew I'm not being stubborn but I'm getting fed up. Luckily, I love him and still love him. Or else.... (you know what's next)

And now, I'm shutting my mouth up just because I don't want to involve in these huge feeling of anger. So, I'm being quite. Silent treatment. I'm not OK and will be back once I'm OK. I'm sorry because doing this to you but I think you start it first and you must end up this.

I Love You, Justin Bieber !!!!!!!!!!!






















I have no words to apply here...
I am totally in love with Justin Bieber!!!
Boy with cutie face,smart hair done and adorable eyes...
Oh,Bieber...


Bieber...!!!!

Love you, Bieber...!!!

"Kalau tak tengok nanti....."

I bengang gile ngan Manja!!!

Last Tuesday, I was purposely asking him why did he likes to look at me? And just wanna know his reasons of wanting to do that... Dhurrr~

The question goes like this;
"Kenapa manja suke tengok b?"

And he answered back to me;
"Yela,kang kalau I tak tengok b nanti b marah plak"

Oh,whattadfuck man!!!!
I can't believe he will answered to me like that. It was so damn annoying!
If you're reading my blog right now,I would say u damn hell,making me so pissed off.

Put yourself in my place...at least try be in my shoe...
Yeah..I know you were just trying to joke but...i guess ur in the wrong time...

Lucky,I am totally-just-pretty fine now....
Well,if I'm not...ur in the hot soup,man....

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

The Master of The Game

Hey,there... While sitting on my desk, trying to remember things that should be done, it finally reminds me of my 'azam' on year 2010. Well,I targeted to read at least 6 books in this year which I think I may not achieve that target. Since I've been so busy and trying to adapt with my working situation, it took me quite s long time to spend my time on reading. I only read articles from various sources instead of purchasing novels or other books.

The latest book I have read was The Master of the Game written by Sidney Sheldon.



Master of the Game is a novel by Sidney Sheldon, first published in hardback format in 1982. Spanning six generations in the lives of the fictional MacGregor/Blackwell family, the critically-acclaimed novel debuted at number one on the New York Times Bestseller List. It was later adapted into a 1984 television miniseries. It was a story of four generations families that live with the power of running their business.

The story then moves one hundred years back to the arrival of Jamie MacGregor (1865–1894) in Klipdrift, South Africa in 1883 to seek his fortune. He is soon defrauded by a wealthy Dutch storekeeper, Salomon Van Der Merwe who steals his diamonds, gets him knocked down and leaves him in the desert to die. Jamie is rescued and taken to Capetown by van der Merwe's servant Banda and in his company, Jamie plans his revenge, as does Banda for his younger sister who was killed by Salomon. The two sneak into van der Merwe's heavily guarded diamond mines in the Namib Desert and succeed in stealing a load of diamonds worth a fortune.

Jamie, now rugged and unrecognizable, returns to Klipdrift, cons Salomon into believing him to be a rich businessman and violates his daughter Margaret who gradually falls in love with him. However, when Jamie learns that Margaret is pregnant by him, he refuses to marry her and reveals to Salomon his true identity. The violation of Margaret's chastity becomes the talk of the town and Salomon soon commits suicide, an unhappy man. Jamie, initially, despises Margaret, but when she gives birth to a son, Jamie develops extreme fondness of his son and consents to marrying Margaret for the sake of their young son, Jamie Jr. (1886–1893).

Jamie creates a company called Kruger Brent (named after two guards who were calling each other in the diamond field) and pours all his attention into the business. At one point, after Kruger-Brent takes over the diamond mines, a young American named David Blackwell attempts to rob the mines in exactly the same way as Jamie and Banda did, but is caught by the guards. Jamie, feeling sympathy for Blackwell, gives him a job in the company. Jamie likes his determination and he works his way through the ranks becoming a Kruger-Brent executive.

Kate grows up beautiful, strong-willed and manipulative. Having fallen in love with David Blackwell as a child she is determined to marry him, and thwarts his engagement by buying the company owned by his fiancee's father. After many years of trying Kate becomes pregnant, but when she is seven months pregnant David is killed in a mine accident, causing her to go into premature labor and give birth to a son, Anthony "Tony" Blackwell. Like her father before her Kate pours her life into Kruger Brent, making it a global conglomerate, and she moves to New York. She naturally expects Tony to take over Kruger Brent, but Tony is more interested in becoming an artist. While he clearly has the potential to become a world-famous artist, Kate secretly destroys Tony's career by bribing a notable French critic to give negative comments on Tony's work. Kate manipulates him into marrying Marianne Hoffmann, whose father owns a scientific patent she covets.

Kate takes in her two granddaughters, whom she names Eve and Alexandra, to raise. Eve, having inherited Jamie and Kate's ruthless and cunning, sees Alexandra as an interloper and repeatedly attempts to kill her starting when they are young children, taking advantage of their identical looks. Alexandra is thought to be clumsy and accident-prone as they grow up and Kate clearly favors Eve as the heir apparent to Kruger Brent, but when Eve tries to implicate Alexandra in a sex scandal Kate realizes the truth about Eve and disinherits her, giving her only a small allowance. Enraged, Eve plots revenge against both her sister and grandmother.

The book closes at Kate's ninetieth birthday party with all her relatives present. Robert, now seven, is turning into a talented pianist. Kate sees him as Kruger Brent's heir but Alexandra and Peter laugh her off. Looking around at her family, including Tony, who was released from the institution for the occasion, and a masked Eve, Kate still believes that she acted properly, even though everyone in her family has been negatively affected by her actions.

p?s : buku ni memang best!


Monday, September 20, 2010

Julau-Sibu-Sarawak

Hey,there! i think it's not too late for me to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN to all Muslims and HAPPY MALAYSIAN DAY to all Malaysians out there! Some of you might have a week of Raya holidays,right? Wow,how lucky you are. Having a really golden time with your families and friends.

Well,I gotta work on 5th Raya which was so damn boring and really,really wanna shut down my steps. Work,huh? Yeah...gotta do it...

15th Sept 2010, Wednesday
I went to Sibu,Sarawak for Majlis Pelancaran Kg WiFi di RH Julau dan Majlis Penyerahan Komputer Riba 1Malaysia kepada penduduk di Julau. Hearing the program makes me think this is another fascinating event I ever involved. I could have imagined a nice place with a village style and meeting those Sarawakians,knowing their cultures and the people itself.

My flight was scheduled at 7.30pm from KLIA and I arrived at 9.45pm at Sibu Airport.
On my way from the airport to RH Hotel,the surrounding was totally different from what I thought before. It was dull,bored and quiet place which I don't think I'm in love with that place.
But,yeah...I told myself "I was just arrived. Let's discover it tomorrow"

Given such spirit to know and understand the lifestyle makes me eager to stay there. SO,this was where my journey took a place.......

16th Sept 2010, Thursday
The Journey! I was being told that the road to Julau was very bad in condition. 'Pil Mabuk' I guess that really helped me a lot during my traveling. I had that 1/2 hour before the journey and it works! The journey took 1 hour and 15 minutes and yes!!! The road was like hell!!! OMG! I never thought it would be like this! 4km before I arrived at that village,the road was changed to 'jalan tanah merah' - like a 4 wheel-drive experience! Oh! How difficult for those who lived there to get down and to go to the Pekan Julau. It made me feel how grateful I am of living in my place, even though my family are not from the rich groups. Bersyukur kepada Allah SWT.
However, it was a meaningful experience to me since I never experienced the actual 4 wheel-drive and I really thankful for that.

The rumah panjang was really nice. If I have a big family,then the design of rumah panjang will be suitable for those who want to gather with families all the time. Most od the Ibans are Christians and maybe some of them are Muslims but it's minority. So,they ate food that are not Halal. The rehearsal started at almost 11am and finished at 3pm. Then,we discussed some important matters and went back at 4pm.

17th Sept 2010, Friday
The actual day of the event!!!
Things move as planned. Luckily,it's not raining on that day. Cool~ SUN~
I like to see the performance of Sarawakians. They are absolutely unique and the culture is still there. The most joyful part was when YB Menteri delivered his speech to Rumah Panjang's residents. The speech was fantastic and really gained attention from that residents. The way YBM delivered his speech was very spontaneous and I salute him for that. Congrats!

YB Dato' Joseph Salang was also there,delivering his speech. He spoke in both languages English and Iban to reach his people who has supported him all the way since he became a minister. He was simple and friendly. YB Datin Seri Utama Masnah Rais, on the other hand was a brave women and always supported her husband. She was with us during the event and she was very nice and humble. She joined those Iban's residents and she can managed herself with that situation.

The event ended up at 5.45pm. Then,I continued with the culture program at Rumah Panjang Canggan which was located approximately about 5km down from Rumah Panjang RH Guntul. The cultural performance were beautiful and great! I could see their traditional costumes which was unique for me. The Ibans were happy and enjoyed the show - i can see that. Children were playing,running back & forth,singing,yelling,laughing and screaming to each other. They were all excited with the activities held over there. Finally,we went back to hotel nearly 10.30pm.

And...and...and...had dinner with Chairman! EEwwk! I don't think I enjoyed the dinner! Snobbish!!!!

18th Sept 2010, Saturday
Balik KL, yea!!!!!!!!!
I love KL !!!!!!!!!
I Miss KL !!!!!
KL, I miss you !!!!
Arrived at KLIA at 2.30pm.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

???

All this while, I have listen to you, right...
I accept your advise, right...

But what did you do now?

A Letter to Lover

Dear Lover,

First and foremost, I would like to say sorry to you as being one of human you dislikes. My attitude to you might be horrible and made you obviously mad at me. My questions to you were just fool and cannot be considered as logical thinking. My words to you might be as bad as I'm smashing your head down. Those involving me with you seems so terrible.

I appreciate your kind assistance to cheer, help, guide and advise me. Besides, you have been a wonderful listener to me where I can tell you my exciting experiences, sad stories and you are also my shoulder to cry. I cannot deny that I enjoyed my time being with you. I know you might advise me in any aspects and I am thankful to have you for that reason.

Knowing me as rough, hot-tempered and sensitive, you managed to handle and control me. You know how to approach me when I am happy, mad and sad. You know the right way to speak to me so that I will listen to you. How lucky I am knowing a person like you. But, why can't these last long, my dear? Why can't you consistently repeating the task to me? Why must you treat me like this? Why must you speak to me like there is no tomorrow?

I am disappointed at that time. I was disappointed. I trust you, I believe in you. But you simply hurt me like that. You're slashing my flesh into pieces and you did nothing. You let my blood ran out like a river and you did nothing. Pretending you didn't know what is going on, like you don't ever understand me again. I shall run away from you.

For all memories I had since being with you, I am thankful and glad, because I was given the chance to beloved again. A chance to see the sun shines brightly on top of my skin. A chance to see the new world and feel the fresh air.

I must go now, away from the fantasies world. Goodbye.


Sincerely,
Nadia Nazaruddin

FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE...

i've been thinking of those questions for the last 3 days...i know i was not supposed to ask that matters especially when it comes to religion and God...

"mempersoalkan kebesaran Ilahi itu tak elok"

yeah,i knew it...

well, i started this by seeing all the good things. some of my friends have better job,some of them have a job with a better paid...and both of these categories are happy with their working life... while me, i am still under contract which does not confirm me as a permanent staff. i have applied for some position in the organization but still no news yet, and this makes me feel worry all the time...
i am happy with some of my friends because the got what they want...then,i made my mind, thinking that is not fair...

the same situation goes to people who are beautiful,fair and really gorgeous...why do i dont receive the same thing as them? that was what i think before...i know, God made us with different kind of personalities and also with different kind of looking...

one of my friend had said...

"u can ask everythingn, but eventually, u need to return to the hakikat kejadian, dan semua persoalan harus kembali kepadanya, membuat kita insaf akan kejadian Allah...sebenarnya hakikatnya ialah Allah jadikan itu semua untuk 1. Membuktikan kebesaranNya,diversity is beauty 2. As a principle of balance kat dalam dunia ni, sebab kalau semuanya sama, adakah itu adi?, sebab adil tak semestinya saksama, sebab adil ialah meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya, jadik bila Allah jadikan umatnya itu cantik dan kurang cantik (bukan tak cantik nerd) Allah dah meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya 3. setiap makhluk Allah dah tentukan rezekinya, sebab tu ada peristilahan "ulat dalam batu pun boleh makan" inikan pula kita manusia..."

yes...i almost forgot that...
and i feel guilty to the God of pointing Him and might be sound like i'm blaming Him...
i had my prayers and pray to the God...show me to your right path...i am grateful for what i have...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Saba Restaurant with Manja

saksikanlah Manja kekenyangan melantak nasi arab sepinggan!


gambar gelap! Ni plak Chicken Hanith aku...sedap!


alamak! Gelap plak gambar ni...ni la Grilled Chicken Manja...


Babrican Epal & Babrican Strawberi


Manja nak sangat try makan nasi arab tu...sanggup tunggu aku balik dari Sabah...so,aku pon bawakla die pegi Saba Restaurant kat setiawangsa...kak seri la yang bagitau kat situ ade restoran arab...

haa,ape lagi...kitorang pegila...ramai plak manusia yang makan kat situ,maklumla...sedap...
kenela tunggu sampai manusia abes makan...dah tu,terus serbu la kat meja yang kosong...

manja order Grilled Chicken and aku plak macam biasela Chicken Hanith...kitorang minum Barbrican,Manja perisa epal aku perisa strawberry...sedap giler!
kenyang kot dapat makan nasi arab...portion memang banyak...manja sampai mengah2 nak abeskan sepinggan nasi tu...hahahaha! kelakar tengok dia makan...

Journey to Sabah, Pulau Banggi.

hey,hey,hey.... it has been such a long,long time... yeah...kinda busy lately...
Right. For the 1st time in my life, i have been sent for outstation at Pulau Banggi,Sabah on last 13th July 2010 until 16 th July 2010. It was an honorable for me to follow my boss's instruction. I was being so damn excited and yeah, i really was, but not after when i started my task...hehehe!

Here are the itenery:

13th July 2010/Tuesday.
Early in the morning, i had few events at HQ - the BB Trail Flag-Off, Enforcement Meeting & NKEA Lab Presentation. Pheww! What a hectic Tuesday! I managed to settled those events in a good condition, even tough it was not so-perfect-wanna-be. huhu...

I managed to taste the food we ordered from a good caterer - Shang-Ri La. Yummy! Delicious! And also having lunch surrounded by Malaysian artistes - Sazzy Falak, Yasmin Hani, Nurul Ajai and Jehan Miskin. They're elegant and of course beautiful. Also,not to forget my junior form Masscomm!!! He did his internship with Spencer Azizul and Encik Razif is his uncle...What a small world...*sigh*

At 3pm, i was ready at the lobby... rushed to airport to catch flight at 5.30pm. Very,very, very hectic Tuesday...

14th July 2010/Wednesday
Woke up early in the morning at 6.30am but in Sabah it was like 7.30am...The sun was up in the sky and as being me, 1st time landing at Sabah, it was quite shocked seeing the sky was so bright...hahaha! I thought i was late...So,breakfast is important. i went to the cafe and eat! Yummy! Food at Le Meridien were so good and tasty...I ate a lot for breakfast until i'm full. Knowing i will be working till late night and energy is needed.

Then,me and my colleague (wan seri rahayu) went surveying the town. We actually tried to find something for the press, yeah, some food. We did and it was so damn hot! Terbakar aku dibuatnye...

At 3pm, the was waiting near the hotel lobby...we brought the press to Kudat. The journey on the road took us 3 hours and it was so ****!
I can't stand it,man!!! Aku mabok perjalanan la... Ape lagi...hahahaha! Abes minyak cap kapak and asam...I cannot tell you how terrible it was...

Arrived at Kudat at almost 7pm. Tired and Sleepy. Schedule was still on. At 8.30pm,we brought all the press out for a dinner...Hmm,Yummy...I ate a lot...=)
Time nak turun bas,aku jatuh melutut sebab pening & mabok lagi...hahahaha! Kelakar siot! Driver bas nampak aku...hahahaha!

15th July 2010/Thursday
EVENT! EVENT! This was the day I obviously tired and fed up!
Woke up at 6.30am as usual,then had my breakfast before heading to the jeti. Our ferry was at 9am.

This was my 2nd time experiencing the ride on ferry. Hehehe! It was awesome! Luckily the weather and the sea was just fine...So I tak mabok kali kedua...The journey from Kudat to Pulau Banggi took us 1 hour and 15 minutes. Wow! Imagine if it is raining! Berombak and bergelora! Abes tercemar laut Sabah bila aku muntah...=p

Arrived at Pulau Banggi at almost 10.30am and started working. The view was amazing and beautiful...Event finished at 1.30pm and without wasting our time,we packed our stuffs and wait at the jeti. Ferry arrived at 3pm. Wow! Tired!

Arrived at Kudat again at 5.05pm and we had to wait for the press to finish their assignment. They need to catch the dateline. So,we waited. At 7pm,it's time to go back to Kota Kinabalu... Riding a bus again made me scared...Luckily,i had taken medicine for mabuk perjalanan. Thank God! Tak mabok langsung!

Arrived at KK at 10.10pm. Phewww! Tired and sleepy! And stinky too...We checked in at Imperial Hotel and clean up ourself...Then,we went down for a cup of coffee at Starbucks. Hmmm,Vanilla Latte was great and delicious! Thanks to Abang Zeddy for paying the bill... ;)

16th July 2010/Friday
Yeay!!! It was the last day staying in Sabah!!! I miss my home, families and of course my Manja...Our flight back to Kl was at 7.15pm and we went shopping!!! Cool!

So...that was the whole story about my journey to Sabah...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

16th May 2010



Hey! I'm back... I know I haven't update this site for couple of time... Well,I've been busy lately...
*sigh* Bored with my work now... But, I like traveling...

OK, back to our topic...
Aha! 16th of May 2010 brought another memory to me and my family...
We were having BBQ session with all aunties and uncles and... Not to forget my BF too...
I had so much fun, really! Me and my BF came early at 5pm to assist in preparation stuffs...

Menu of the day were Spaghetti Olio, Chocolate Cake, Apple Pie, Salad, BBQ (sausage, chicken, beef) Cool!!! I love eating! The program started at 8.30pm where everybody has arrived and starved to start the meal...^_^ We ate together and laughs, talked about our memories within families and I think this was another session for my BF to get to know my families...
Oh! They're really can accept him. Thank God! Everybody's kinda love him and friendly to him.
I was so happy and that was the moment I told myself that he was the one, the last and forever.
*aww..... So touched*

Then, KARAOKE TIME !!!
I couldn't believe, lately, I'm into singing !!! It's just for fun...*laugh*
Well, I only sang the song that I know... Other than that, no way... Hehehe!
This was the best activity ever in my families since dad returned home. I took this opportunity to express my love to my BF by singing few songs to him... I LOVE YOU...

During the karaoke time, we made something to surprise my grandmother... I bought a birthday candle and lighted it after being put on the cake. It was cool to have an alphabet candle on your birthday cake...*smile* We sang the birthday song loudly, of course to nenek... Oh! I was having a huge entertainment for myself... And I'm happy to see my BF was having fun too...

Hah.... Everything's over at almost 12am...
I had a great time and so much fun... =)

Monday, May 3, 2010

Dad's 51th Birthday Celebration

On last 1st May 2010, my family and I had a birthday celebration. Dad's birthday was on the Labor Day and we might not forget on that date since it was a public holiday. Heheheh... This celebration was made as part of family's activities of the year. We often celebrate our family member's birthday each year and that was the most funniest time we ever had.

1st May on Saturday was a great and hectic day for me. Too many activities I had done. Let's start on the early morning. I woke at 6.30am, took my shower and get ready. As usual, I have to send my aunt and cousin to pasar. At 7.45am, trip to airport!!! I went to KLIA with my 2 other close friend (Nadia & Caca), to welcome home our friends especially our close friend, Juliana Sharin. They were back from their Internship Program at Turkey. Miss Them!!!

Surroundings at KLIA was peace and relaxing. People back and forth, waiting for their relatives and friends. So did I. We managed to write our friend's names on A3 Paper, like a signage. Hahaha! We keep waiting and waiting until we saw them. It was a glorious moment when they also saw us, standing there waiting and holding the cute signage. Then, we hugged each other, saying Hi! to them and chit-chat. I had my lunch with Juju's families and friends.

okay! That's it for the morning activity. Then, I rushed back to Gombak. I planned to go to KLCC to find something for Dad but i was sleepy. So, when I arrived at home, Mom asked me where i wanted to go and at that moment, I made my mind to go out with my Mom (malas nak drive la..) We went to SOGO Shopping Mall and thank God! I found present for Dad. It was set of men stuffs. A belt and wallet from Alain Delon (betol ke ejanya ni?) That was for my Dad. And for my Mom, I paid her for a lunch at Secret Recipe. Yummy! Gotta say____MY FIRST SALARY___

During the celebration, we had so much fun of being together. Our uncle had bought a karaoke set. Yahoo!!! We sang all night long with our aunts and cousins. Oh, I had so much fun.

Wondering on the Past

I can't believe i have grown up!

Few years ago, I was a student...I went to the school everyday, have fun with all of my friends and no issues to think about (except for study stuffs). During waiting for the bus, we had some chit-chat and laughs, gossips and laughs...Everything was about having fun.

Then,I went into university where i am still a student but in a different way...The way of thinking,learning and socializing are so different compared to school's student.

Hmmm...Well, it was still interesting and fun...We had a lovely time with our friends...
Yoohooo!!! ENJOY!!!

Now, things had changed...I finished my study...and i have to start to work...Oh, no! Working life is kinda boring except when we received our monthly salary...That was where the word "WOW" begin...It's all about money...

Right now, I'm sitting at my desk, completing my daily task. Ohh...I want to just stay at home, watching Cartoons and play games...I miss all that beautiful time...

So, juniors out there, enjoy your time as is there is no tomorrow...You'll be regret when you involve in 'working-life'.

Monday, March 29, 2010

anjing dan islam

A'kum...

Disini ingin saya sampaikan pandangan saya mengenai isu umat Islam yang memelihara anjing. Pada pendapat saya tidak salah jika sebagai seorang yang beragama Islam,kita memegang, membelai mahupun memelihara anjing. Asalkan sentuhan itu disamak kembali bersama satu kali air tanah dan enam kali air mutlak.

Allah SWT juga telah meletakkan hukum yang sedemikian maka perbuatan memegang anjing terbukti tidak salah. Namun begitu, kita cuma tidak digalakkan untuk memelihara anjing bagi tujuan haiwan peliharaan. Namun begitu juga, memelihara anjing bagi tujuan menjaga keselamatan rumah dibenarkan.

Ingin saya berkongsi cerita disini, saya juga pernah membela anjing yang saya namakan 'Puppy'. Anjing ini kakinya tiga kerana cacat. Saya menjumpainya tersangkut di celah-celah batang buluh di kawasan belakang rumah. Dengan perasaan yang amat simpati, saya menolong menariknya keluar dari celahan batang buluh itu. Sejak saat itu, saya terus simpati dan ingin menjaganya sehingga ia dewasa.

Tidak dapat dinafikan disini, saya juga turut bermain dengan anjing peliharaan saya. Bergurau senda pada setiap petang. Kelincahannya membuatkan hati saya gembira walaupun ianya hanya berkaki tiga. Namun, saya masih kenal Islam dan tahu hukum-hakam Islam. Setelah bermain dengan Puppy, saya akan mengambil tanah di belakang rumah dan menyamak diri saya. Bergatung kepada anggota mana yang bersentuhan. Pernah sekali, saya menyamak seluruh badan serta pakaian saya.

Jadi disini, bukanlah menjadi satu kesalahan jika seseorang Islam itu memelihara anjing mahupun bermain atau bergurau senda dengan anjing.

Saya juga berpendapat jika Islam tidak membenarkan kita memegang anjing,maka tiada gunalah hukum 'samak' yang diperkenalkan. Apa pendapat sidang hadirin sekalian?

Beralih kepada mengzalini anjing pula, saya merasakan ianya adalah satu perbuatan yang dikeji dan dibenci oleh Allah SWT. Anjing juga makhluk Allah yang berhak hidup di muka bumi ini juga. Malah, anjing juga berhak mendapat keadilan seperti kita manusia yang lain kerana kita sama-sama menumpang di bumi Allah SWT. Begitu juga dengan khinzir. Sungguhpun, ianya tergolong dalam haiwan yang diharamkan daripada kita memakannya, namun ia tetap kepunyaan Allah.

Tuntasnya disini ialah, setiap apa yang kita lalukan mesti ada jalan penyelesaian yang direstui oleh Allah. Samaklah selepas bersentuhan dengan anjing dan janganlah kita menyeksa golongan haiwan ini kerana sesungguhnya, kita juga akan menerima balasan yang setimpal dengan apa yang kita lakukan pada hari ini.

Amin.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

white horse

Say you're sorry, that face of an angel...
Comes out just when you need it to...
As I paced back and forth all this time...
Cause I honestly believed in you...

Holding on, the days drag on...
Stupid girl, I should have known...
I should have known...

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale...
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet...
Lead her up the stairwell...

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town...
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down...
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around...

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes...
And never really had a chance...
I had so many dreams about you and me...
Happy endings, now I know...

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale...
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet...
Lead her up the stairwell...

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town...
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down...
Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around...

And there you are on your knees...
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me...
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry...

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale...
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well...
This is a big world, that was a small town...
There in my rear-view mirror disappearing now...

And its too late for you and your white horse...
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now...

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Lover's Actions

hey...as i drove back to my home,i was thinking of human's acts towards their partners. well,i gotta admit that i'm facing it right now and it's really hurt...
what will you do when your gf/bf met her/his ex-couple at the university's function? i guess u musta be a lil' bit shock,isn't it?

that was what i felt last night when i accidentally met my ex. we were together at the age of 16 to 17 and we were too young at that point of time. knowing that i was accepted for National Service and also knowing that i will further my studies,i decided to break off...awww...kinda sad...starting on that moment,i never met him anymore...i don't even know what he is doing. until in 2008,we,again,accidentally met at KLCC food court. he was working with Louis Vuitton (am i right?) hehehe!

we are still befriend until now...even though he had a new girl and i had mine too. so,last night i was attending PR Dinner at Kelab Royal Selangor,Shah Alam. and...i met him again but this time our situation is different. he had further his study in Public Relations (masscomm)...OMG,i almost cannot believe he is now my junior...
we had a nice time,chatting and talking. i can see he was excited meeting me too.

so,the issue here is my bf got jealous with this,especially i posted it in my FB. huh...*sigh* i don't think he can be too jealousy about this since i am not going to change my mind having my ex as my bf...suck! that's crazy!!! why do i need to do that? i love my bf. well,too bad for me...he couldn't think like that...

so...i was totally mad when he kept blaming me on this and that. unfortunately,i am a hot-tempered person and sometimes when i get mad,i couldn't remember what am i talking about. and i just yelling and keep yelling. this is not a serious matter.

i tell what,to those gf/bf out there,u should trust your partner. trust them if you love them. i know some of individuals will take an advantage of your trusting but,u knew your partner,right? so,you can work with that...easily...

if you keep blaming,they will feel down and sad. they will hate you. they will get angry with you. at that point of time,all the good things you have made will be nothing because the level of angry is much higher that what you think.it is alright to take care of your partner but make sure you did it in the right way without hurting your partner.

don't ever make a negative assumptions to your partners. they don't like it. instead,try to calm down them by saying something that will make her/him feel touched. don't ever repeat the old stories or bring back his/her past. even tough they might be social or bad,but don't mention on that,because you will actually support them to do it again.

believe me...i'd been in that situation for several time...lastly,i would like to say...

love your partner and stop being controller.
love your partner and stop blaming them.
love your partner and treat them nice.

and to him,i love u so much...and i never think of replacing you with other man even my ex...i really want you to know...i love you...always...

new blog! yea!

hey...this is new from me...hehehe...=)